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2006-02-21T03:27:00.000+08:00

haiis..dunnoy jus feel like bloggin 2dae lehhx...

hmmm...2dae keep thiinkin abt him..noein the fact tt i wun b on hiis mind..haiis..his mind is pre occupied by diff gerz bahhx...hmmm..its easy to sae i 1 ferget him..as wad mani told mi..u can't completely ferget some 1 who u love..i agree bahh..i oli can try nt to think abt him..tt's all i cud do..

dunno y wheneva i listen to lurfe song..he will be the 1st in my miind...ppl may wonder..y mi n him nvr stead...but how come i love him so much bahh..hmm..there's some story behind it...ppl close to miie will noe bahhx..haiis.. eva since valentine dae..i nvr contacted him...saw him last frii..but all i did was ignore him even he smiled at miie...it's painful to ignore some 1 u love..but if i dun b cruel.. i wun b able to let go..the process of forgettin him is definitely tough...ii wiish 1 dae he will sms miie..but tis dae will nvr come..siince i expected diis dae nvr to come..i cud oli learn to ferget bahhx...sometime i'm reali too tired of all diis... i heard too much thing abt him n it make mi numb of all tt...haiis..1 yr of waiitin..i get nth bck in return..when will i get the love bck in return?..can some 1 tell miie?...i'm sick of tis life..how i wiish everything cud end...aww...i cud oli use work to numb myself...

matters in family is oso nt rite..no 1 cares abt miie...i'm jus like a abandoned kiid..haiis...mei ren yao...i hate my life...it jus sarkkk....no 1 understands miie..haiis

2006-02-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

i dunno wad i'm undergoiin...went out wif zx n shawn yst to watch fun with dick n jane..nt bad lo...3 star bahhx..hmmm..den eat le go home...den when home tok to kariie..noe alort stuff...adi kanna sack...damn sad..cos is like he nvr scold mi b4 at there lo...haiis...den his last dae i oso nvr kan dao him..i off..=(...hmmm..den oso heard some stuff abt *him*...den make mi veh sad...den feel like cryin..but i tried nt to cry at home lors..cos mama was there mar...den i mit mua ah yuan at his hse downstairs...den listen to song till i cry..den he come down..he veh scare litat..cos he dunno wad to do when gers cry..hahs...but thx fer tokin cock wif mi n make mi feel better..=))..after tt he pei mi go wait fer bus..den i head down to heartland there wait fer jerold...tt's wad GOOD FREN are fer...hehes..hmmm..den mit him le we took mrt go plaza lors...den go play pool..after tt jeffrey join in...den play awhile i nvr play le..den sat there chat abit wif jeffrey..reali lo...human r difficult to satisfy..when they dun hab ani love 1..dey wish to hab 1..when dey hab 1..dey dun cherish..human r born like diis bahhx..hmmm...den nw..i think i 1 gib up on him le bahhx..mayb mani had heard mi sayin dis alort time..everytime i nvr make it..cos mani thing happen oso la..so....haiis..

tml gettin result le..damn scared...reali hope i will do well bahhx..who doesn't wish to....mmm..pray hard bahhx...tt's all..bb

*treat mi fer who i m;i ain't a toy* ii need some respectt...

2006-01-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

ahhh..fuck up!....haiis.. 2dae actually ask him mit..he busy again..expected tt he wun mit mi la...think thru alort..if everything continues...my feel gonna fade...i feel no love at all....i think i made the wrong choice in the 1st place...i shud nt hab fall fer him bahh...everytime i fall fer some 1..i ain't happi at all..i oso dunno y..haiis....i'm starting to hate the world n everything...there's no turning point fer miie...

2006-01-15T03:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm..everything went wrong fer miie 2dae..haiis..woke up at 2+...den later *boii* smsed mi..but i dunno y i show him attitude..noe he treat mi veh good...but i'm always thinkin damn lotsa thing..haiis..reali miss him damn lots...seen n sms wif him veh little..tok on fone think dun hab bahh....siians....miss those dae when we tok on fone n gl wif him..haiis...dunno when den can get tis chance again bahh...miss the dae when go out wif him...awww....terrible

den 2dae go work jiu let adi ask dis ask tt...so fuck up man....haiis..den 2dae item nt available i still go place order..oso dunno wad the fuck i doiin...oso dunno wad i doiin la..haiis....i reali feel so by my self dis time..i hab no 1 to turn to and tok abt it with..my bestie is busy wif her boii...she got no time fer mie..n i oso cnt sae ani thing..if i'm in her shoe..i wud b litat too..haiis...tt y i had to turn to dis bloggy to write out all i feel..goin to break down sooner or later if dis goes on..can some 1 help mi n b there fer miie?....haiis...

2006-01-14T05:07:00.000+08:00

hiyee thr!

its been quite long since i last blog..hmm..gettin lazier bahh..=))..hmmm..has been busy wif work...every dae is abt spendin my time there lors...life is still the same..i had yet to find mua happiness..

for the sake of *boii*..i fergotten elmo kor le...nt reali completely..cos i still tends to miss him at time..especially when mi n *boii* nvr sms or chat bahh..i jus felt neglected..dunno y...i still seems so lost..haiis..i can't feel the love at times... i oli get to c *boii* sometimes for less then 5 hr in a wk..he's busy wif his stuff n we seldom get to mit bahh..

i oso dunno wad stage we r in now..i'm reali in a mess..can some 1 tell mi wad to do..haiis...some time..thinkin abt dis reali make mi fed up n feel like cryiin..

my bestiie kariie has found her lurfe 1 ler...she's always the xin fu 1..i dunno y...she's always luckiier than mi in relationship side..awww...terrible..=(...i'm tired of been sick...can i jus wiish tt there's some 1 to dotes on mi n care fer miie?..i reali can't feel much nw...i'm numb..sickeniin shit..

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ALL ABOUT 13th jan'o6

hmm..2dae wake up ard 12 + la...veh tired..yst work closiin...sianx lei..dis few dae keep work closin..den went to orchard n mit lydia at 4 to go walk walk..den leon cor mi b4 tt ask mi 1 go fer lunch mar..cos he sian la...so ask him join us lors...den walk walk at far east n took piic wif lydia...den went to help leon find some stuff n off to work at 7...2dae quite busy lar....cos not rainin wart..den oso nvr chat much wif tt *boii*...seems like drifting further apart..or mayb ish tt i think too much..dun think he will c diis..cos he dun even noe i hab gort a blog exist..=)...if he sees..i hope he will nt think too much abt wad i sae above lar...i reali veh mess up...nth much i cud sae..tml workin closin again..siians...goin to slp le..bb...tagg miie..=D

ahhh!!!!!!!

2005-11-27T11:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst mornin went toa pa yoh eat wif mama n ah ma...den nt reali in the appetite bah..oso dunno y...hmmm..den later ivan cor mi tell mi some stuff lo...den jus ll ans him..cos nt in the mood..

den we took cab...mama n ah ma alight at hg..den mi continue bck to sk...den sms wif jason..he ask mi 1 go out fer lunch ma..den cos damn sian..den go out lo..den i ask wc along...went to 77th street bought a damn belated burfdae present fer ivan tan..den cor him ask him mit mi at cp later can?..he told mi he jus reach cp..den derrick n ah cai at kfc..den we went the look fer them..den slack there till wc come lo..den later cle come oso la...den dey eat hao dey left to ps...den ask us later 1 den go find them lors...

so we went to starhub tt side wait fer xy...but he buy his hp damn long..en i ask them go 7-11 there slack den wait fer him..den there..cle cor ask us 1 go watch movie ma..den all dun 1..so nvr watch lo..we went to find them ...but we reach ps..dey were at paragon...den when we reach heeren..dey were walkin to far east..wtf...-.-..den later dey settle down at lucky plaza eh mac...den we went there to find them lors..thru out leii..he nvr reali tok to mi la..the feelin damn suck..was smsin wif GT thru out..den derrick tot i sms wif mua darlin keep 1 c....if i got darlin..i wun b so depress le bahh..yst was reali a veh suck eh dae i wud admit..though he's ard...but i can't feel the presence...

weeTS~

2005-11-25T17:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm....how time flies...'o' level ended on the 18th noV....tt dae finally pick up mua courage to tell tt "boii" hw i feel...hmmm..he told mi he nvr tot abt mi n him together all dis lo..oso he dun 1 hab stead fer the moment...frm diis...think is impossible btw mi n him bahh...den oso ask wheteher he will turn up fer prom tea...he sae no....feelin UPSET.. n tt nite went to play pool wif mua frenz all dis lors...hehes....den hang out till 2+ to 3+ litat den home..=)..fun....but nxt few dae after exam ended...daes are terrible!....difficult to pass....like life suddenly no target litat lors...

den 20th lei...went to bugis watch harry potter wif jh,wc,wiitchiie,weng..den karie told mi joyciie lao gong n qiya there...so after movie...mit up with them den go makan..after tt when karie n qi ya alight le..mi n joyciie lao gong alight at hg den walk bck to sk..hehes...

hmmm..shall nt tok abt daes btw 20th to 21st...dun reali rmb much...jus borin life..so dun remember much..=p

den 22nd...tok wif ivan tan on fone...he cor mi to ask some stuff..den chatted awhile..den he told mi tt tt boii is goin...i was like..wtf..y he bluff mii...tt dae was reali thinkin whether to go or nt to lors...veh messed up...=(...but later decided to go...i nvr regretted goin ..=)

23rd is prom tea...early in the mornin 8+..i'm oready rollin on mua bed can't get to slp...den later wiitchiie sms mi sae comin mua hse...den she came le..i change den she help mi wif make up..=p....den go to salon to style haiir.hmm..tt haiir kiinda formal la...lols...but ok ...i quite like..hahas..kariie oli like her tail...hahas....hmmm..den went there...saw mani prettys n hunks...1st hunk i saw is LEON GOH..he's reali shuai..lols...i like his haiir colour...stylo..hehes...den more ppl come in le lors..den took alort of pic wif frenz n teacher....den everything started....hab speech by principle n GOH...den later eat den lucky draw....so pathetic..sum prize were UMBRELLA..lols....sadist...but veh funni..every 1 were makin noises when 1 get the umbrella..lols....hmmm..later..dey play the montage fer us to c lors....nvr noe tt 4 yr in NV passed so fast..everything seems to b in a wink oli lors.....reali fast..oso dunno how i will do fer o level..hope at least i can make it to poly bahh...hmmm..soon it ended...den i told karie i 1 to ask tt boii to take piic...she ask mi go oso...so pick up mua courage go ask him..tot he will reject..but he nvr...damn happii...feel like the luckiest ger fer tt moment..hahas....=x...at least i got memories of him even i m unable to b wif him..=)..den take le go outside the ballroom there oso take lors..took wif mua sec 1 and 2 eh fren oso...=)...hmmm...den mi n karie walk to OG there take cab...leg paiin..1st time wear heels...nt xi guan.lolss....den oso..wif the haiir..go walk walk..kiinda weiird...hehes...but nt bcos of tt la..is cos i leg pain..=x...

den thru out..sms wif tt boii...hahahah!....=x....so happiii...sms wif him till 2am litat den think he's tired..so ask him go slp lors..den nxt daemornin..woke up automatically at 7...dunno y cnt slp lei..i set mua alarm at 8 de...cos gotta go sch to collect testimomo at 9..den slack there use come till 8+ den pom pom den off to sch lors..den after tt went plaza wif GT..slack awhile..she came my hse den i change le she walk to joei hse i go heartland mit karie...den mi n karie went to look fer job...1st go metro..suppose can make it de..but bcos of our holidae...dey dun 1 us..=(....den walk to wisma atria ask ask lors..den go to marina square...reali is damn tired..but had fun time walkin so much wif kariie..hahas..enjoyed it..xD...love tt wiitchiie..lols..on the way oso sms with tt boii..hahas...so song..=x....den after tt frm marina..i go to orchard find ting n joei..karie go home...den we walk walk den went to eat le den go to kinokuniya..GT was killin our brain cell there...she pick a mensa bk n ask us IQ question...joeii is clever in tt..hahas...den we take mrt to kovan..joei go da bao fer her daddy.. den mi n ting go plaza play pool..den ask carson down... he steady...11 litat reach...den play awhile..den we walk home wif GT...den later frm GT hse...carson lon bang mi home...so shuang...nvr let ppl lobang eva since last time ws lon bang mi...muahahah....hmmm...had a fun dae yst...

2dae lei..nvr went gai gai..oli went to salon wif mummy to high light haiir..highlight one ish brown den oso abiit weird colour..den later high light a few strand of red..but ended up..mua haiir nvr absorb the red colour de..freak~....sadd leii...=x....nxt time auntie ask mi go bck she help mi do free..lala....hmmm...till 2dae nvr sms dao wif him..oso dun 1 sms him too much..later he xian wo fan den i die..hehes..hao bahh..tt's alll..take care every 1..got job lobang mush tell mi..=p

argH

2005-10-31T11:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm..abt 1 mth nvr blog ler...kiinda lazy...den some more busy wif study..but still i m veh slack...nxt wk o le..haiis..worried ..dunno wad to blog..after o den catch up wif u ppl...hmmm...bb

love'em all

2005-09-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm..dis 2 dae was fun...reali fun...hmmm..lets tok abt yst 1st.

hmmm..yst karie came mi hse..cos she oso dun intend to study chem..den 1 come mi hse browse thru niiaz...so after a maths paper...we were like so lethargic..reali tired..dyin..hahasden went to plaza makan..den came mua hse..den karie scan fer food again..hahas...she ah...xiao tan chii...den at 1 she tell mi... "LUNCH TIME"...is like 2 hr after eating our meal..n she even ate NASI LE MAK..hahas...hmmm...so we prepare to cook FRIED riice..she teach mi hw to cook..=p....hehes...den i scare the oil piak on to mi..lala...it turn out well..alort of hot dog n fiish cake...den egg abiit nia..hahas...hmmm...eat le she c mua room veh messy she wan pack fer mi...den actually sae i study she pack..but like veh bad..so i join her in packing lors...

den we came out wif idea of rearranging the furniture in mua room..kekes...nw it look betta..prefer diis..hehes....hmmm...

2dae lei...hist paper n chem was sure fail fer mi..=p...den oso noe my physics mcq n practical eh result...practical was nightmare fer mi..failed..lols...jia lat mannn..hmmm... den chem mi was like ti gum thru out lors..lols..die..sure wun do well fer dis exam la..hmmm...den went to eat ljs after tt den go home den go tuition lors....after tuition we went to marina south to eat,,,veh fun...dey serve us..eat till damn full...hees..den we went to river dere play foto but 2 dark..so go take mrt den play inside..=)veh fun la 2 dae...tml dey comin mua hse...gonna enjoy dis few dae b4 get bck result n start to mug fer o level...bb

ahh~

2005-09-24T11:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm..diis wk busy wiith prelims..hmmm...took ss,geog p2,e maths p1 n 2 and a maths p1...among all diis..oli gort confident in maths lors....hope will reali do well..arber i diie..yst was a maths..hmmm...got confident la..but mi like make alort careless miistake...awww....den after a maths paper..kariie came mua hse to slackk...eat diis n tt den watch teevee..den wei wei came...den karie 1 c mua korkor eh gurl frwen..so she stayed till she came out of the room...den she sae vehh pretty..hahas..

hmmm..after tt we went to heartland there borrowed vcd to watchh..xD...hmmm...den went karie hse watch ghost traiin....nt reali scary...hahas...hmmm...den we 3 hungry..so went to mua grandma hse there de coffee shop eat s tiing ray n kang kong....was hot..reali hot till mua tear came rolling down..n perspiire..lols...jii alat huh~?...=\...

den went to heartland slack lors...den went tuiition...every 1 there has finished their prelim..except the 4 of US...awww...terrible...

2dae woke up at 9..wanted to study...finish breakfast le i cam into mua room..lookin at mua bk..duno which chpt to start wiif...so i went to watch tv....den i realise i sat there to watch tv fer an hr n so..den came in mua room to study..but no mood..diie diie..mon iish physics n geog p1...ahhh....diie..worriied...mua human n scii is atrocious...haiis..always jus pass arbo FAILED~...cnt ahhh...=(....haoo bahhh..shall stop here..bb all...n all the best to those who hafin EOY exams...jii ayou...~

memorable tiime

2005-09-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey...2dae iish a happii dae..though yst kiinda sad..hehes...tot tiis yr wun b able to celeb mid autumn...xiang bu dao we go play again 2 dae..=x....mornin wake up study social studiies..den ask wc wan come mua hse study ma ..den shun bian pass him geog notes...den after tt we study in livin room...in btw oso gort play some iq games..hahas...den tot of askin kariie wanna go eat at niite mar...so ask le she can go out..den we study till 4.30 den i watch tv..=)...after tt kariie came mua hse..den wc went home to take money..hehes...den wait till veh long he haben come..den cor his hp no 1 ans..we tot sth happen to him...den we faster go out...abt to take lift tt time..he called..den ask wher r we..hahas..reali scary mann...we 2 keep think abt bad things..

after tt on bus we tot of askin more ppl..so wc sae he b4 tt ask xy 1 go eat ma den he sae his mum cook le..so we tot of go play candle again..cos b4 leave mua hse karie ask mi bring along yst de...so bring lors...den after tt cor jing han down oso..he oso steady..come out...den mi karie n wei cheng went to 401 there eat sting ray n kang kong..all damn spicy..eat till i keep sneezin n tear roll down..=\...later we go 7-11 buy ice cream..den wc make till damn tall lar..den aunt 1 charge ask 2 buck..but later she charge 1 buck oli...thx god...hahas..=p...we sat at play grd play some stuff till i giddy man..lols...den later mama come down frm ah ma hse..i ask her buy some vodka..=p...hmmm..den wait fer xy cam le ...5 of us went to punggol park...=p...go thereplay den dey tryin to make the flyin fire sparklers...but dey FAILED..xD...hmmm..den later we intend go to punggol end..bought drinks n titbits there wif our left over the candles...=p..go there veh dark ..tot no 1..but dere alort ppl...saw 3 couple frm our sch oso..hahas...hmmm...den later the guys play games lors..den jing han dii siao mii..cover mua leg wif sand..ask him go awy he dun 1..den i kick the sand upp...tiio his eye..=p...hmmm...fun time la..keke..oso wun ferget xy eh 56 n 76..kekes...memorable time...tml mus study hard le...kiinda slack fer dis prelim..hehes

aww

2005-09-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

hmm..tok abt yst...nth much la...physics practical was a mess fer miie manz...dunno wad to sae abt it..after sch stayed in library to do a maths wif mdm wee..en left ard 4 went some wher ask some 1 help mi burn thing den go home...kiinda fun..hmmm 2dae leii..damn siians..he no reply..haiis..hmmm...went outside sch gate to waiit fer karie den go her hse study n do some paperss...hmmm...den wc come den went tuiition lors...hmmm..after tuiition karie dun feel like go home cos her hse no 1 mar..den we tot of celebratin mid autumn in advance...cos sun cnt play..mon exam ler...den we went to to street along the maiin road to buy candle n fire cracker...hmmm...though veh lil ppl but is nice la...everythiing iish last miin..kiinda enjoy..hmmm..but mind oso gort some sad stuff la...hmmm..gotta get bck to study tml...tt's all..bb all

haiiz

2005-09-14T19:09:00.000+08:00

hmm..recently...sms more wif elmo kor agaiin..hmmm...pass few dae was fine..till 2dae..i said sth wrong..den he angry..haiiz..den he showed attitude again..rmb b4 tt we seldom sms is oso cos i sae wrong tin den he seldom reply mi ler..ahhh..hope tml he will b betta...suppose passin him the cd ask him help mi burn thiingy eh..but scare tml c him oso dun dare pass ler...

mii blog yst tingy..hmm..yst was fun..cos kariie came mua hse damn earli..when she sms mi at 8+ i knew she was comin..cos she ask mi wake up le mar...lols..veh tired..oso slept fer 6 hr..previous nite slpt at 2.30am..hmmm..den she came cos later we goin jl kayu eat prata.den i cor kah jiao weicheng ask him wake up n go wif us..=p....den he sae mit at 10.30 cos he jus wake up..den okiie lors..hmmm..den elmo kor sms mi leii..so happi...nt cos wad la..cos he seldom sms mi mar..hmmm..den he sae he kanna chase home..hmmm...den he at compass.. later mi n karie went out.. go mit wc at lrt there..mit him at the plat form but he was at the 2nd floor..ask him scan in he tot we ask him go down..den veh ma fan la..den we went up the lrt jus went off..den saw elmo kor come take lrt cos he goin home..hmmm..den we left 1st lors...after eat le den come mua hse watch the maiid den we SLEEP when we r suppose to study..=\...but later can't slp so we wake up n play games..=p.. den set off to tuition ler..

2dae leii..practical was a mess fer mii.. titration was alrite..but when test fer gas...tested all but i dun get ani ans..=x...den sui biian ti gum..xD...hmmm...den when takine the BA3 tt content out frm plastic bag...mua hand shiver then spill..=\..wasted...argh..den after 12.30 we were released..den mi n karie n jerold go canteen eat..cos lookin fer mdm wee at 2.40...den eat le karie go home mi n jerold went to library study..den elmo kor inside there oso..cos he nt hafin tt period...den later he leavin he giib mi tt act cute face..=x...hmmm...den mdm wee cam study till 4+ den went home..exchange wif jerold mp3..lols...hmmmbasicially is litat lors...haiis...hope he wun b angry ler..=(...tt's all..bb

argh

2005-09-08T17:10:00.000+08:00

come blog ler..2dae mornin went fer hiistory..cam home bath le wanted to study physiics.. n i did..but study abiit den wan do tys t time i veh tired...den went to slp at ard 11+ den woke up at 1.10 litat..den got 2 msg lo..1 frm kariie n 1 frm jeff...siians....kariie no more weii ba ler..=x...hmmm..wake up le study physics again..but like nth to in lei..nt realii in the form of studyin..bu zhi dao wei she mo..haiis..diie diie mannn...siians...tt's all abt mua dae lors..tml goin to lavender wif karie n wc cos wc wan go make passport..his expiired lerr...hmmm..den tml goiin cut friinge at kariie hse there..hope it turn out well...si ka li come out is no diff..ahh..wad m i tokin..too siian le..bo biian..hao ler..bb all.

siick of BOOKS

2005-09-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

heyyee all..=)...hols started..but basically it means nth to mii nw..lols..still hab to go bck sch every single dae xcept frii..reach home oso cnt slackk..mus stardyy..siians...the siight of books jus make mii siick mann..awww...hmmm...haf oready put everything aside n will jus study..nvr thiink of anii tin le bahh..cos i hab a bunch of fren who r there to cheer mii up..=)..hmmm...wonderful huh~?...aniiway..last wk or the previious wk kiinda sad..mus thx joyciie n kariie fer cheerin mi up..thx gers..lurfe u guys..=)...hmmm..den 2dae lei..bck frm sch..started studyin ss..den kiinda dun like ss so change to sudy other sub..study physics n den e maths...nw brk..veh tiired la..hahas..den in frenster..saw his profile..though nvr chat wif him le..but he's once mua close fren or shud i sae kor...still i dun 1 c him sad...hope he will cheer up...hmmm..nth to wriite le bahh..buh buaiis..jiaa you n study hard fer prelim ppl~..xD

fullstop

2005-08-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst yst..sad...but guo qu le..nvr reali sad fer long..cos sick n tirin of it lar of cos...he read mua blog n sms mi..hmm..mayb wad u sae cud b true or wad...fren?..i dunno if we still r...if i still can take u as tt..i will try to..if i cnt den i oso bo biian..mayb u oso dun care if gort diis fren ma bahh..but seein u attached n happii...wei ni gan dao happii..=)...hope u n her wud last long long..

hmmm..2dae lei..mit wei wei at 12.45 litat go yoshii study lors..den did loads of a maths paper..den study geog norhh...den after tt we study till sian go outside eh pasar malam walk walk...saw pooh bear wrapper sellin at ten cent each...wei wei sae so pooh so cheapo le..-.-....hmm..den went bck to compass den go up stairs walk ..den go popular ask him buy chi cloze do..hahas..den we went bk study again..den he do the chii cloze lors..=)...tt's abt mua dae la..nth much..bb all...

nvr known u

2005-08-26T22:12:00.000+08:00

2dae was a happii dae fer the 1st part of the dae....things sux after tuition when frm mrt goin up to lrt..saw him n his stead..den he pretend nvr c..den ferget it lo..tt's wad fren r fer...nvm..fine...i will jus take it tt i nvr known him b4...worthless guy dun deserve anithing...he giib mi the best but he oso giib mi the best

satiisFIED..xD

2005-08-13T12:40:00.000+08:00

weets.yst can sae damn happii bahs..gort bck chii result..b4 tt was a math lesson..all of us were counting down fer the lesson to end..hehes...den go to lecture theatre..mr lee was there..he identify those who get A eh face..gort shii huii chiiewxuan miichelle..no mii..den siians half..go in den he help mi c..den he smile n nod his head at mii..he ask mi wan a1 or a2..i sae a2 enuff le..den he sae dream come true..xD..so happii..hehes...cos frm sec 1 tiill sec 4 mua chii nvr get A anii more...priisch still got get A*..com to sec den slack le...nw can get a2..i veh happii le..hop diis is a good start to mua o level exam..hehes...will striive hard fer the betta...weets..den yst after collect result got eng oral...den the conversatiion part like abit out of poiint..diie...hmmm..den go fer a maths extra lesson..den continue wif a maths lesson..tiired..come home siian le..den tok to ivan on fone a while..den cor elmo kor..tot he nt free..but he sae he hafen start game..i'm like ten yr nvr on fone wif him la...hahas...so cocky abiit...den he ask mi mua chii result..den he sae y nvr get a1..blehh.....but mus thanks to his "wiishes" on the dae b4 i take mua exam la..hahas..hope he will nt slack fer his n level n study lo..he sae he feel like quiitin sch..omg...dunno how to ask him nt to..he is too STUBBORN...!..btw..kariie..dun sad...work hard...i believe u can make it de..n stay happii ger..=D...

haiis

2005-08-10T09:57:00.000+08:00

came to thiink abt mi n him de past again!..n its like almost a few week i will think of him once..weii she mo..everything is like 11mth plus le...he's still hangin on mua mind..i noe he has change..he's no longer the guy i once noe..he has his own life n i haf mua own..our story bcome a impossibility... absolutely IMPOSSIBLE...haiis..nvm...i jus hope he can b happii n i can get on wif mua life..he might nt c diis entry..but i jus wan to sae to him tt..thanx fer all the memoriies..u make the best out of my life..i nvr feel so loved b4...wad u gave mi is the best thing i eva receiive..haiis...boii..do take care since diis few dae u r always siick...i will always b there to b ur listenin ear...ilu..u will always b in my mind for now..the future n fer eternity..

the time when i m wif u..i knew i m the happiest angel in the world..but it lasted fer oli 2mth n 4 dae..i noe..i can't giff u the happiiness u r lookin fer..sorri..

14th july 2o04-18th sept 2o04

wo aii nii..one n oli euu

happii dae..but kiinda SPOILT

2005-08-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

2dae go sch den celebratiion..pass leon his burfdaez pressiie...aniiway..2dae his burfdae..den here wiish him happi burfdae..den tml derrick's burfdaez.. so happii burfdae to him oso..xD...hmmm..den 2dae after sch go home den go to mit wc den mit karie..hahas... den 1 go play pool but full..so we go there nearby eat fish n chiip den go to ps walk walk buy derrick de present lors...den we went bck to plaza play pool..den go buy drink saw eugene and chenghong den ask them joiin us lors...den later mi n karie decide to go to marina south den on 400a saw some bytch n some 1 else.. fuckin hate her lorsx...dunno y la..c le den spoil my mood...fri gettin bck result..haiis...worriied...

boos

2005-08-06T18:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm..bck to blog...err..diis wk..nth much..jus alort of test n dis n tt lors...daes jus go on litat...beginnin to realise wad i m thiinkin..i reali dunno.. den nxt wk frii will get bck chii o level result..some stress u see?...moreover fri oso hafin mua english oral..more siians..blehhhx..=((..scary wk siia...haiis..hope i can get a A or B3 at least fer mua chii lors...reali dis mua best durin tt periiod of time norhx..pray hard bahhx..2dae leii stay at home do maths...hmmm den came to mua ah ma hse..den my aunt ask mi 1 eat diis n tt i all sae no..den mua grandma kpkb sae i dunno how to do mua maths den dun 1 eat...fuck lors...fancy sayin things tt she dunno...who do maths no need think de..=.=...retardz....hate to come here..nt gonna come nxt wk man...come here let her sae..kaos...spoiil mua mood...blehhx..nth much le..bb

weets

2005-07-23T11:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst mit up wif jerold cheng n kariie at 6.30 lors...den jerold cheng n mi mit at mrt 1st..den go find kariie..=)...after tt suppose sae go study..but ended up goin to play pool..hehes...hmmm...kariie n jerold jus walk in litat..den mi n weicheng let the aunt chat...she c them go in oso nvr sae wad..lols...den play till 7.45 1 end game..but the 2 guy ahh..got play like ferget every thing litat..lols...so we gers go to tuition 1st lors..den dey came..=)...yst was alriite la...slept at 12+..veh tiired n shagged...hehes,...hmmm..2dae slack at home n revise a maths..still got 3 essay to complete b4 thur...awww..arbo mrs tan will go crazy again..she can stand there n scold us fer 1 hr w/o feelin thirsty...i peii fu her ah..lols....siians..tt's all..bb...miss all mua fren mann..xD...gonna cheriish the dae i had wiid them...

wad's the matter

2005-07-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm...nvr blog fer like 1 wk plus?..hmmm...nt reali in the mood..weeks n week there r so mani tin happenin...when will diis thing eva stop...?..haiis...wed is mua saddest dae...i woke up online c his frenster on sum stuff change..den i tot he gort stead..den i control mua tear..but on walkin to mac to mit karie n weicheng my tear roll down..but lucky nt alort..i manage to stop it...hmmm..mayb i thiink too much..as wad mua xiiao dii tell mi...even if he reali got stead.. is none of mua busiiness...ya i noe..haiis..y m i still livin in the pasT?..i'm siick n tiriin of diis...den tt wed gort ss CRT den GT n jason in lecture room nvr tok de..wonder why litat....GT ah GT..save ur r/s shiip bahhs...hmmm...i believe if u 2 giib in to each other u 2 sure will last de lors...he love u n u love him...cheriish wad u hab b4 u lose it lors...dun b like mi n kariie..haiis...everything jus goes wrong..aniiway..GT..thx fer tt niice niice tingy tt u sen dmi..i'm gonna share it with every 1 here...=)

i am still hopiin to spend the rest of my life with you,

like how we did in the past..

i love euu n i wouldn't mind doiin anithing fer euu..

ii noe u r too good fer mii

i shouldn't even be hopin fer ur return,

the tot of iit is jus so wrong..

but i choose to believe it,

still..my heart aches to c u sad

bcos all iit matter is ur happiness.

i jus wan to c u smile..

life is colourless n meaningless now..

oh boy,at least tell mi how to forget you..

i am suffering now simply bcos i love you,

i reali do

aniway..thx GT again..u reali understand wad i thiinkin...but fer nw..i no longer wiish fer his return..all i wiish fer is to forget n hope tt some 1 will replace him bahh...
nt oli do i 1 to c him to b happi..i oso 1 to c mua frens to b happii..especially kariie n GT...understand?...stay happii mua bud...take care

14o7o5

2005-07-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

haiis..2dae..sad dae fer mii..expected hw mua dae will b like de bahhh...jus bcos 2dae is 14o7o5..1 yr ago..on diis dae..i had a happi begiinin wif mua dearest...but everything seems so fast..1 yr had pass...he's still on mua miind..i dunno wad i can do to ferget him..i noe it isn't easy...haiis..i jus wiish to find some 1 who i can rely on n make mi ferget hiim..haiiz..y can't i find mua priince leii..=(..but nvm..nw all i had to is to concentrate on mua o level..nth else...at times i may think abt him..btu i will bring mua self bck to the rite track n study...haiis..dunno wad to wriite..bad dae fer mii...the olii thing i m happi abt is gotten our class tee 2dae..so niice...happii fer diis..=)..

wo huii laii ler

2005-07-10T10:32:00.000+08:00

hmm..bck to blogg...let mi recor wad i did e whole week..hmmm..mon was holidae..stayed at home the whole dae to do mua reviision..kiinda satiisfied..=)...

den tue was normal sch dae...after sch..went to PS to watch iniitial D wif kariie n cheng...jay chou damn cute n shuaii...when he drive..wow..sho cool..hehes...hmmm..after tt we went to e maths tuiition..met 3 new fren...lols...

wed was freakiin tiriin...cos CRT starts....mornin went to sch to take NE quiz 1st..den lesson till 3.40...den CRT start at 4.10...tt dae iish geog ehh...den go in mdm lee ask us revise rivers notes..den reviise le need do test...den we cheat la..cos reali dunno much abt riivers...hahas..after tt tot karie went home..but actuali she still at outside general office wif the class tee supplier n others..=)...den mi n cheng went to her hse..took diinner..den we called law n la si li fer a chat..but dey 2 sound so siians..-.-... after tt go tuiition le lors...reali veh tiired..can't absorb much...so decided to go to tue de a maths instead bahhh...

hmmm..thur oso kiinda tirin..cos got e maths test during CRT... den dunno the last 2 questiion..result sure veh disappointing de..=(..frii leii got engliish test... den niite nvr go nite class..went fer tuition instead lo..yst leii go study wif cheng n the 2 fren we noe frm e maths tuiition..tot them vectors...ermmm..

nt realii happii diis wk la...dunno y..frii oso nt veh happii bahh.. cos xiang dao 14th july comiin...1 yr ago..tt's the dae when i m happiily wif him..nvr realise 1 yr later ...haiis..dun wiish to sae muchh..bye all..mayb things tt r nt meant to b ours will nvr be...so take care all...

leaving behind the bad of sadness tt i habb been carryin fer 1 yr..wiish to hab a happii lyfe..can i?

haiis

2005-07-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

yst...went niite class..make ivan angry..duiibu qii...den scare dao cry..cos he realii damn fiercee...haiis..den some fucker keep tian you jia chu instead of helpin..wtf...

den 2dae mornin go to sch..cos got CIP..we went to 1o7 collect newspaper lors..collect kiinda lotsa...some of them collect dao 1 pooh bearr....veh cutes..den go eat le jiu go home le..come home watch jue duii superstar eh repeat..derrick veh shuaii...den after tt i fall asleep..woke up..bathe le do hw...den online tok oso..den came to think abt mi n elmo de frenshiip..last time always tok on fone sms...in sch..c each other still gort smile..den i dunno wtf i do wrong..everything jus over..nt even a single sms..when c each otehr in sch..we ma chiiam like stranger...absolutely stranger..haiis...wad happen..sms ask him he oso dun reply....can some 1 tell mii wad to do?..fuck up lyfe...suck itt...haiis..

aWw siians~

2005-06-26T18:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm..the dae b4 sae till i decidin whether o go camp..den niite discuss wif christine den intend to go le lors..nxt dae woke up at 7..den chriistine sms mi ask mi wan eat mac breakfast ma?..cos she at compass..but dun feel like eatiin lors..go to the camp sew up last wk campfiire eh tin den change to full u fer flag raiisin...after tt is purely slack..regret goiin...reali is no fun...den i bth i left at 1 +..cos b4 tt i found out sth lar...ppl ask mi go camp gort ying mouu eh..-.-..dun wiish to sae...=)...freakiin du lan oso..i go there ma chiam like i transparent btw toot n toot...den i siians half..den go home..actuali 1 go study wiif kariie n cheng..but i damn damn tiired...but oso nvr slp..bath ler den go to ah ma hse...watch the riing 2..borrowed frm shawn ehhh..den after tt eat dinner den mama came ler den tok wif ah ma awhile den go home lerrr...

2dae oso go ah ma hse..played wif baby ekko..she's gettin more n more hyper..hahas...veh cutez..x)...hmmm...shiit..diis holidae ate alort...grown fat le..hehes...mus jiian feii ler...x)...gotta jue shi durin recess..tml schh..weets...can't waiit to c mua fren..cos invr feel sad when i m in sch wif tt bunch of crazee fren who enliven mua dae..muacks..lurfe them all..x)

=)

2005-06-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

weets..2dae morniin wake up le...den watch tv awhiile..den sms mua kariie tell her goin her hse do hw as wad i told her yst...=)...den go bath le..come out..c mua table veh messy..so pack it den put worksheet into fiile...den go her hse ler....sms ask wc 1 go mar..but he in schh...so i go there den do hw wiif kariie..she tot mi hw to do some questiion..=D...thx siis..hmmm..her kitchen is reali a good place to study ehh..hahas...den after tt she walk to the bck of her kiitchen..got alot of cockroach there..den she shout tell mii..lols..den i ask her wher bygone..den help her kill den catch..reali alort..but veh small.. den after tt we go to buy food to cook...bought potato chiips,nugget, n fiish fillet..eat till damn freakiin full....den after tt wc came..he ate some oso..cos b4 tt he eaten ler...

den watch some vcd..i watch awhile..den i play wif wc eh hp eh game lors..den after tt we go in kariie room..den flip thru some kariie eh thing..den wc play com..he seems sad 2dae...after tt we walk to tuition..den at karie hse downstairs alort cockroach..den she veh sscare..hahas...den walk to tuition there half way..realiise mua wallet left at kariie hse...but nvr walk bck..we reach kovan den go fotocopy tin..den karie sae 1 priint foto frm hp..so priinted le..kiinda niice..=)...den go up tuition mr ong haben come..tot he nt comin..but is he late fer 20 miin..cos b4 tt he was stuck in traffic jam thus had to make up fer the class b4...=)...den do vectors..he damn fast..cnt catch up..den slowly ok ler...can understand liao..en lesson end late..ard 9.45..den walk to kariie hse wif wc to take mua wallet...thx huh boii..peii mi go to kariie hse take wallet..den take le wait fer bus tt time mama cor ask mi at wher..den i sae at karie hse here..den ehse sae late le ask mi take cab home..so took a cab den alight at mua hse here de bussttop..wc can take 86 or lrt..but later he sms mi sae he walk oso faster than 86..den he at skss there ler..hahas...den he tell mi the moon is round n bright..blehh..lols...shang yue..x)...nw deciidin to go tml de camp or nt...bc sae spencer help us jiu jiimmy till veh xin ku..but dey all dun 1 go..den i oso siian..freak..feel like goiin..nt sure christine goiin ma..haiis....ponderin hard...bb all...aniiway..fun time wif mua buds..=D

[*~back]

2005-06-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm..recent daes ah..nth much..go sch fer lesson den go eat lunch wif frens den go slack den home lors...xcept yst..after lesson...came home bath le do hw....hmmm..den yst c some bastard eh nick veh sad ask him wad happen..den he show mi attitude..bastard leiii...kns...lan jiao kiia..-_-..u mean nth to mi nw adays liao alriites..shiit u!

hmmm...den *him* de com fiinally okiie le...waited fer him online yst...but he online le we oso nvr tok much..siians...hmmm...i miiss hiim..haiis..my lurfe fer u?..when will there b an endin to iit?..i'm tiired...

weetx...=)

2005-06-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

2dae morniin.. go mit joyce goh,shii huii n kariie fer breakfast.. den eat le go sch fer lesson..we purposely late fer 15 min?..=p...hmmm..den go up..do experiment lors...need boil the thiingy... den mi n kariie kiinda hum...lols..dun dare.. cos scare the test tube piiak or the thiingy spilt out..
den after tt brk...den we tok abt desigin class tee...den go up fer phyy..do experiiment lors...

den home..chat wif mua lao gong joyciie..=D...2dae we hab a wonderful dae..lols..go swimmin..den suntan..but i nvr hei dao litat..so sadd..den mua lao gong look like indiian..=p..den we frm hg swim complex walk to compass to eat..basiically..2dae veh the save money..lols...den after tt eat le saw xiong wei n fren in macc..den we 2 go to 7 eleven opp. slackk..tok tok...den walk to rvp to buy drink den we go to skp siit n tok lors...=)...tok till 8 den leave..cos ther alort mosquiito..den we buii ta hann..=p...haoo bahh..tt's all..takkiie care all..tml jiie lun comiin singapore...shuaii~

feeliin bored~

2005-06-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm..jus feel bored..so come blogg....

yst leii...mornin hao hao tok in irc wif law...den tok awhile i c msn cnt sign in..den tot is mua com de prob..gei kiang go restart..haiis...restart le no turnin bck...lols..com cnt onn...den it come out wif some cranky sound..cor the fix com eh person..he sae hard diisk spoilt....fix it need 200..den my fren sae no need so ex..den i sms ask GT ask his bro got fiix mar..if gort ish how much...he sae 100 plus...den gotta fork it out muaself....ain't on top term wif mua mama...crazee de her...dong bu dong kee siiao..-.-...hmmmm..den yst no com..i slack at home n watch tv till 2+ den take bus to mit karie at kovan bus stop..go collect pass port lors..after go collect pass port den wan walk tp bugiis frm lavender there..but saw a buildin got dunno wad bowl..so we walk to thebuildin..go in..but inside all is textile shop..blee...den wc sms ask us wan go bowlin ma..so zhun siia..den we jus reach so dun 1 go bck so earli..we mit him later t heartlannd...=D...walked bck to lavender mrt take mrt go to harbour front..we go c star viirgo..=p....6 more mth we will b on it..hehes...siiao huh we 2?..den eat ice cream le go bck to kovannn..den go play bowliin..wan go pakk pool..but kariie underage..den the aunt probably can recogniise her..cos she go b4...hehes...hmmm..play bowliin..we 3 nt on form..keep wash draiin...hehes...hmmmm..den go fer diiner den go fer tuiition ler lors..=)...vectors~...=p

den 2dae leii..litat lors...yst niite tok to joyciie till 1+ den she go slp i oso bui ta han go slp lerr...but dunno y tiired cnt slp..so sms wif shawn...den jiu go bck slp...2Dae 5am litat wake up...den sms law..lol..siiao huh mii..den he sae he still outside..dunno y i can't slp after wake up so sms him..den sms le i go bck slp till 10.30..=D....den jiiu come online le lors..later m itin GT fer lunchh..den she com emua hse bang wo shift com to her hse..=)...den niiet goin their PLTC campfiire...hope is fun..=p..haoo bahh..end here..bb all..=D

siians

2005-06-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst morniin after blogg..went to hg mall to miit kariie,shawn,carson,dessie angg...

but mi n karie went up to food court eat 1st..cos hungrii ahh..den saw ah caii n his fren lors..eat awhiile..the guys come ler..hmm..den eat hao mi n karie go buy swiit..the guys go dunno wher..den we went arcade find them..cos dey go there ler...as usual..playiin their soccer gamex lors...den shawn pass mii the mii to euu bear den he owe mi fer a long long time..lols..hmmm..den weii cheng cor kariie..sae he dun 1 come miit us le..cos he dunno carson dey all...den we "san chui si qing"..wasted 12 min+ tokin to him den finally he deciided to come..den we mit him at heartland bowliin there lors.. ziisuan came later oso...so long nvr c him..bcum more yandao le la him..=)...he played bowlin wif mi,karie n wc...the rest nvr play..dey see us play lors..hmm..den later dey go in arcade play...we continue play another round of bowliin..=)...

after tt the 4 of us go up pak pool...kariie cnt go in..cos she still underage...den the auntie sae 1 time olii..den okiies lors...zisuan tot us hw to playy... still nt reali good...went hold the cue..mua hand still will shiiver..dunno y..=p...den later the rest of the guys come up...hmm..yst was reali our 1st time playiin..hahas..=)...fun tym

2dae leii..err...woke up in the noon..=p...kariie sms ask mi go swim..but abiit giddy..so dun 1 go...hmmm..but later go to shawn hse wif kariie..but b4 tt mit them at heartland near by...den ey at arcade..so go there find them lors...but we sat outside at the bowling there to wait...=)..hmmm..den wait till veh long min karie go to heartland walk again..den shawn cor den we go bck bowlin tt side..wait fer law n his fren play finish game..so we all sat there n waiit..den zisuan came..=)...after tt go to shawn hse lo..bth them...keep play..blehh..chase ard...aiiyo...den reach shawn hse watch johnny english..think so..hmmm..kiinda nice n funny..but feel tired n wanna slp..cos eat mediicine..hmmm..den later sat ther n slack till 6.15..den mi karie n zx left 1st to go to eat..cos got tuition later..we went to the stretch of road there de place eat..eat hao le sat there tok...den sui zhii dao..the rest of the guys oso went there eat..den mi n karie left1st..cos dey no place siit...den we go lors..=)..tt's all fer the dae...bb all...

haiish

2005-06-13T10:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm..bck to blog...diis holidae..feel tt i'm kiinda slackk leii..dunno y...like nvr did much studies..keep go out..even when i'm at home..i oso nvr reali touch my book..shitt...=(...hmm..yst heard 2 bad news lei...abiit difficult to beliieve leii..haiish...but dun think he is tt type of personn bahh...the other 1 i nt sure...lols..hmmm...weets..later goiin bowlin wif shawn des wc karie n carson..=)...den goin shawn hse watch vcd bahh..=D...hmmm...yst ah kat ask mi go compass..sae she n him there..but i nvr go..cos go le later he c mi sure will spoil his dae..so jus dun feel like goiin lors..=)...hmmm...den mi n GT okiies ler..frens fer lyfe ..hehes...hmmm..dunno wad to type le..goin out soon..so go pom pom ler..tata all..tag mii..=p...i miis hiim...=(

`*~happiness..x)

2005-06-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

awww..freak..jus nw blog le but nth come out~...haiis..nvm..i'm happii..so i rewrite

sae abt yst 1st..went to jurong point wif weii cheng n kariie..watch cursed..karie keep shout..but lucky i ain't siitin beside her..hahas..meanwhile we go show den bought a tee fer wc count it as his belated burfdae pressie..=p...bout a tee wif orange print...kinda nice la..lols..cos wc always wear collar shirt..den we tell him wear tee shirt some time ah..make him look younger..xD...hmmm..he look yan dao wif tt huh..=D..

hmmm..den 2dae i'm happi!...woke up at 6.45..shawn gib mi mornin cor..cos mitin them fer breakfast...ready at 7..still earli..so online awhile den go out..reach ard 7.25..earliest..-.-..saw ivan tan,ah cai n their fren inside..den dun 1 go in..so wait outside mac lo..cor joyce she sae come down nw..but b4 joyce reach..*him* reach..so happii..like so lon gnvr c him..xD...after tt joyce laii ler.den while waitin fer other..ivan tan called...-.-..ask mi isit sitin outside..blehhh...den followed by law eh fren n carson n shawn ..den go in eat lors...left ard 8.20..walk to sch wif them n saw xiuqi..so walk together..=)...hmmm..2 hr of geog 2 dae but yet i seems to learn nth..=p...hmmm..think gotta study muaself...hehes...den after tt go compass wif carson n joyce to mit those boiis..cos i treatin law to starbuck..owe him de...=D...so ma fan him..treat him den maii sae properly wad driink...den come out le still sae he no hand..den mus help him open the straw..open le he sae y green he 1 black..duhhh..but nvm..=D...hmmm..den he dress quite smart..cos goiin to work..reali as wad he sae ..he looks like 25..hahas...hmmm...basically i'm freakiin happi 2dae...flyin~..weets...den during lesson i oso saw ahems outside lecture room..lols..=p...okiie..write till here..bb..

xiiang.nii

2005-06-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm..bck to blogg..=)..change a skiin..ok la..nt reali nice..can't find nice de...jus wanna change skin..not realii int he mood to find a nice skiin bahh..probably next time..hmmm...dis few dae litat lors... no diff..hmmm...jus tt diis wk no need go sch so often...wed n thur go fer geogg niia..=)...ermmm..den 2dae whole dae slack at home..fill in geog notes..after noon karie sms wo sae she siian...cos she on the way bck to sch i think...she went fer her lit tingy tis morning..=)...she saw shuaii ge wor..lols..her fav..haha..hmmm..den she home le cor her..den wc oso cor in..we decided to go to jurong poiint to watch moviie tml..weets...xD...hmmm...finally can go out...weiicheng seems to able to telepathy wif us ler....when mi n karie tok abt ask him out tml..he sms mi ask mi 1 go out bo..lols..so qiiao..x)...he rox..lols...hmmm..den evenin litat chat wif *him*...fun time...wed finally can c him~...treatiin him to starbuck..owe him ehh...

den yst leii..chat wif ah gong..i realise is liek so long nvr tok wif him ler..catch up quite alort...=)..funnn time tokin to hiim..hmmm...nth muchh to wriite..hao bahh..litat lo..

tears..haiis

2005-05-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

thiinkin of him every dae..8 mth plus but up in my miind i m still missin u like no body's business..my tear finally flow down 2dae...haiis..reali is alot of thing tt i wanna sae to u but i kept in deep down my heart cos everyt ime i sms wif u..i'm speechless..as is collates deeps down there... i reali feel like burstin into tears..but tears jus dun flow down.mayb my eye had been dry after the cryin i hab fer u in the past...2dae..i reali push hard fer my tear to come out...i jus wiish to feel betta..cos 3 more dae is o level..i cnt let aniting obstruct mi frm studyin hard dis 3 dae..2dae oready study 6 hr ler..i reali tried hard to study recently..hope can do well..haiis..dun wish to saea nii more..bb ppl..tc...

frennshiip

2005-05-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmm..recently nvr reali blog bahh...thur get bck result..but nw reali satisfied..best grade is jus a b3..haiis..no A at all..though fail 2 sub which is lesser than last yr end..but overall nt reali happi bahh...hmm..result are....
Eng -50.5/100
chi-64/100
e maths-66/100
a maths-67/100
physics-51/100
combine human 50/100
geography 43.5/100
chemistry-47.5/100

aww..bad huh?...end up L1R4-24 siia..den L1R5 28..bad bad...haiis..gotta work doubly hard le...den recently busy studyin chii..but kinda slack..study abit jiu online ler...hmmm..den nw tue wed thur all got chii mock test..siians...8 more dae to chii o level but i m still so slackk..blehh..

hmmm..den yst nite onfone wif shawn at 1st..after he go clubbin wif ah law dey all ..den tok le he ask law cor in..but law ask us cor his hp..so we cor lo..he at his ah ma hse..den tok tok..dey sae dun so earli slp..den dey sae 4 den slp..if b4 four slp den mus treat seoul..den i was like..aww..i'm oready half aslp n abt to go into mua dream land..hehe...but still ta han till 4.30 den all hang lo..2dae slp till 11+ den bath le actuali 1 study..but veh tired..den 1+ lie there fall aslp till 2+..hehes...
wake up..saw some fucker online..den ask him patch le hao hao treat my bud...but he go pao tou to my bud sae i scold him..bud,if u c diis..i nth to sae..u told mi u nvr sae i scold him..but when i go browse thru the 1 sms u send..u told mi nt to scold him all diis..blehh..i reali dun understand how a 4 yr fren ship can b ruin by dis mutha fucker lors...i'm reali pissed off..i'm always quarrelin wif u when eva he tell u diis n tt...i bwg...thiink u r blinded by love...completely...i understand he is the 1 u lurfe...but nvm... jus warn u bware of diis WOLF... flirtatious wolf... all the best to euu n him...

*ultiimately disappointed*

longg tymm``

2005-05-17T09:48:00.000+08:00

arloe..come bck blog le..after like so manii wk nvr blog..hmmm..basically dis few wk exam exam n exam...hehes..den after exam tt frii went marina south wif 9 of my bud...kinda funn..keke....hey bud..thx fer makiing everything so wonderful..euu guys rox...den sat went tuiition but mr ong siick..poor weiicheng..1st time go niia den teacher nvr come..hahas...hmm..den we go swimming lors...den wc ask jason go...den tmd...haii mi...jason sarkk...dun wanna mention anitin here..yst leii..go to orchard wif wc karie...lols..kinda fun..watch last quarter...nt sure wad type of romance show..lols..understand part of the storwie oli..=p

den diis few dae tok to ah kumm...veh happi..but haiis...dunno wad to sae oso..words can't realii describe wad i'm feeliin rite nw..argh...hmmm..duriin dis period of time..fa xian hen duo dong xi..realise wad type of person some 1 is..realise i still can't ferget ah kumm bahh..den some time listen to a song..oso will xiang qi zhu tou..lols..the time when he sing song n lame on fone..awww...miss diis ppl loads...dun wan blog le..thur gettiin bck result..shyt...

fuckk up lyfe

2005-04-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

backk to blog again...haiis...hmmm..dis whole week...mon-thur was nt bad..olii till frii nite..i dunno y..jus feel tt i'm breakiing down..haiix..feeling sad...stress over sch work..i dunno wad the hell got into mii..no 1 to share my probb wif mii xcept kariie..but we oli tok abt it in schh..cos both busy studyin bahx..argh.... "he" dis few dae oso kinda busy..den oso nvr reply mua sms..so i dun intend to disturb him le lar...lyfe reali gettin frm bad to worse fer mi..tml is geog test..but i dun hab the mood to study fer geog..instead i go study maths n phy...wad the hell m i doin..argh... some time i'm like feel like studyin n non stop..especially maths..enjoy doin it..but when i'm in no mood..i dun even feel like touching ani books on my table..life jus sarkk...haiix...chi o level paper is in 38 dae time..i hab yet to study..2 more wk to mid yr...argh..ain't prepared....time fer mi to buckk up..but i can't...no motivation to go study...y?...i dun 1 suffer a setback like the way i had last yr end...argh....haiix..depression mode i m undergoin...haiix...everything ain't goin well...it is all opposing the way i wish it to go..i dun understand euu...mayb u n her..ermmm...blehs..nvm...haiix..bb..

hAppi burfdAE shii huii mAMA~

2005-04-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

weetx...2dae simply rOx ROx ROx~hmmm..went fer tuition in the mornin..karie nvr go cos she wasn't in a reali good mood yst nite..mi oso la..but still insists on goin cos will occupy myself wif sth than think here n there when i at home.. after tuition..walk ard in heartland..bought shi hui mama eh present lors...den wait fer karie come...den we go take pic pic..xD...after tt sian den we go BK sit sit toktok..saw faye,weng hao n kwang li there...den later we called shawn come bk pei us tok..tok till 12.30 litat went to yellow buy lighter fer leo de burfdae...shared wif shawn...den went up fer tuition ler...after tuition walk to take 25 den go shi hui hse..we were the 1st to reach..haax...siian...so waited fer shi hui home...all 14 ppl come le we sat in her room wait fer her open her room de door..she was reali shock...xD....hahas..cos we veh mean..we nvr wish her happi burfdae or wad dis morning or wad...we jus wanna gib her a surprise~...hehe...after tt eat le sang karaoke...hahas...all sang peng you n fly awya...lols...damn song..kekes...hmmm...reali unforgettable...xD...hmmm...den tok some pic at her hse oso..weetx....reali veh fun..but yst wasn't tt happi cos kinda vexed wif some stuff lar...den mi n karie depression mode during nite class..but thankx to ah cai derrick n da sao fer cheerin us up..den oso thx chee peng kor fer walkin home wif mi..arbo i damn sians..hahas...xD...hmmm...tink litat ler..aniway..tml is ah law eh burfdae..here wish him HAPPI BURFDAE~...xD

siianx

2005-04-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm..here again...nth much to blogg leii..2dae as usual SCH...hmmm...b4 recess was e maths..went to class..e white board so big "clement's chia burfdae todae 11/4/o5 *** after school"...lols..den elmo kor come bck ask t'cher erase off..lols..den recess think he kanna beaten 17time?..i bet so...haben heard him tell story..lols...den after sch stayed bck to wait fer seemun n joyce to go compass and buy some stuff fer saturdae..someone's big dae...hehs...xD...hmmm...hope she will b happi...weetx..lookin forward..hmmm.. den after sch oso kinda fun lar..c free show..elmo kor wet again..lols..think he quite happi when ahem gib him pressie..kekes...aniiway...wishin him a happi burfdaee...hope he will learn to control his temper n think well..lols...tt's all..buh buaix all..oh ya..t fergettin...2dae cheralyn meii burfdae osos..happi burfdae meii~...may a find ur true happiness.. n perfect guyy..xD

bckk`

2005-04-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm...bck to blog again...dis few dae quite alort of probb bahs...seein ppl ard mi sad makes mi sad too bahx..especially mua hao sistax ..though she dun seems sad..but frm wad i heard frm her stead..dey 2 like alort probb leii..den jus nw go read her blog de "fairytale" kinda sad..saw the dae she stead wif her dear...which is jus 1 dae after i brk up wif *him*..dunno y things r always litat..we had our happi time..but usually the happi time we enjoy is jus fer a veh short period of time whereas the sadness we experience r longer..jus bcus of each n every word tt our lurfe 1 sae n every memories tt dey left fer us..it reali isn't tt easy to ferget lor..jus dunno y...sth r jus so difficult to explaiin...awww..hmmm..dun tok abt sad de bahss...tok abt happi de...eh ya..tt fri go fer nite class quite fun nahx..cos 1st time study wif elmo kor n his fren n mua fren lo..all so guaii lan de...lols..but enjoyable..=D...wad elsee...errr..bu zhi dao lar..xiang bu dao..think tt's all...

[[wiish to..but no courage to...]] *imu*

haiiz

2005-03-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm....long time nvr blog?..i oso dunno...yiing jie tell mi de...lols..nt long ah..4 dae nia..lols...hmmm..4 dae alot tin happen ahh..hmmm..got 1 veh sad de..i dun 1 sae..i disappointed mua mama..haiis....promised her nvr will i do it again..n i will stay on to dis promise..hmmmm...den ahhh...errrr...dis few dae at sch nt bad lors....yst went to watch jiian gui 10 wif mua cousin..hehe...nt veh bad lar...got scary..got funni got sad part...=D...hmmm..3.5 star over 5?..=D...hmmm..wad else leii...oh ya...dis few dae tok to zhu tou again..keep suan him abt *her*..har harr...hmmm..den some time oso got tok to elmoo la...but sad ahh...ppl nw attitude..cos he nt in good mood...so i oso vnr go tok to him..hope he will b alrite n b as cheer ful as the elmo i once noe..=)...hurr...oh ya..wed oso got scouty orhh....tt dae reali is slackk arhh..hahas....help jia min solve some a maths prob...i dunno how to prove 1 part..but noe hw to do the other part la..think veh long..den the 2pid spencer papa keep suan wo sae go tuiition still dunno how to do..blehs..i noe ok~den after tt follow papa together wif GT we go exchange coin fer notes...cos job week de donation alot coiin..=D.....hmmm..oh ya..he jus bcum mua papa..n yt jus bcum mua mama...ah ha....good combination?..hehs...den papa treat mi h20 tt dae..lols..treat mama meal..muahahas...hmmmm...dunno wad to write le...startin to lurfe the time in scouts...weetx....bb all...tc...

i realiise

2005-03-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm...past few dae went kayakin..veh fun..but oso got some sad stuff la...dou shuo is sad ler..so i dun wish to mention more abt it lors...hais..hmmm...or mayb is i attitude towards him bahs...but i dunno larr....i'm startin to see darkness again..nw i reali admit tt tong hua will nvr happen in reality...tong hua is jus pian renn de...=(....hmmm..but nvm lo...i oso dunno wad to sae lo..love ish so chimm bahx...can't get it rite..but i can't do anithing..mayb wad he sae is rite..frm the previous r/s..i fell down n nw..i still unable to get up n face the reality...i jus can't n i failed lo...i tried hard...but it isn't easy...somethings mayb over...but it still lingers in mua mind at times lo... i dunno i will take how long to stand up... i realii dunno...den dunno y i'm havin attitude probb...jus can't control mua attitude at times...argh..howw...=(...hmmm..nw i oso dunno wad to do lo...kinda confused...blehs....dun 1 blog le..tt's all..bb all...huggies..

siianx

2005-03-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm..nth to do..so came to blogg againxx...x)..ermmm..2dae ahh..slp till quite late lar..till 1+...too tired..bo bianz..hmmm... den mit zx to go to compass to buy shawn kor and leo chen de burfdae pressie lors...den nt realii in good mood 2dae bahs... i oso duno wad to sae leii...nth muchh bahx..aniway tml shawn korr de burfdae..happiie burfdae korkor..x)

bcK~

2005-03-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

hiyee everyone..long time nvr blogg...so here i m...hmm..aniway taggy spoilt...lazy go change another 1..nxt time bahs..hmmm..dis 3 wk ahh..alot tin happen la..frm sad to happi de i wud sae...1st is mi n zhu touu reali is over le bahx...noe him 1 mth +...but develop bu chu anitin..cos he can't gib mi the feelin..i dunno y la...got like him abit..but he disappoint mi..oso hear alot tin abt he sms wif other ger some stuff n shit..i oso gib up le...think nw he oso reali like tt gerr le..so i bwgg norhx..hmmm... wad eva he sae is fake bahx...or mayb cos i too cruel..i told him tt i dun 1 to play wif him le..tt's wad he told mi to sae if i 1 him to gib up..he reali force mi to walk tis cruel route..which i nvr wish to...hais...hmmm...den last wk got parent mitin...nt reali satisfied wif some of mua result.. eng n chem bahs..did reali badly..hais..den mua toopid father kan mi...fark uppp...nvr gib mi any gu li de...fuck off la him..hate him to the bits...he suckk...kaos...hmmm..frm tt thur till 2dae..i nvr speak to him daoo...he make mi feel damn stress till i cried in class on fri.haiis...but thx to mua buds n some 1 to b there feeer mii...hmm..den sat leii..went to camp~...weetx..rox..i reali miss it..on sat nite was reali wonderful...go do job week...den kip kanna scared by dogs lo..lols...den nite time go bck home take geog file fer mon eh geog workshop..hees..cool huh dis camp..keke..hmmm..den nvr slp till 5am litat..cos we go to fitness corner c the venture play bb...slack ard..do a maths..den spencer teach yt history...damn funni lo..den after tt we go parade square...wanted to slp there..cos veh coolin...at 1st tok 1st larr...den later 1 slp tt time jimmy n spencer n other take mi yt christine n jerene like exhibition..keep tok ..den cnt slp..so we wake up n join them tok lo...haas...veh fun lar...hais...miss itt..grrrr...hmmm..den 2nd dae veh tired..do job week till 3+ 4+ wif jerene n chee peng KORKOR...lols..den we slack at 158a b c d eh middle tt play grd...den bc n spencer come find us..den bring us to some wher...veh song lar...hehes...cnt sae..xD...hmmm...den go bck think dey 2 kanna jimmy kan..sorwie arhh..=D...but we 3 definitely enjoyed..kekes...hmmm...den mon mornin got geog workshop..wow kaos...damn tired...lols...den sarnie oso there..den i keep complain to him sae tired..den he lend mi his shoulder koon..but nvr la...keep eat swit to keep mua self awakey..hehes...dunno wad to write le..basicall dis few dae veh happi lar...think i fergettin *hIm* soon..den zhu tou oso disappear in mua life le..suan le..i dun care liao....bb all...miss ya all..

.bOox.

2005-02-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmph...nvr blog fer 5 daE?..hmmm...basically mon was nth lar...den tue got a maths test..kind of chimalogyy....sub no. in to wrong equation..farkk...den tue oso is thinkin dae fer scouty...nvr wear uni together wif GT,YT n jerene cos sent it fer alterin on sundae..den after sch got parade..wear sch uni n march lors...after tt got refreshment..hmmm..due to dun hab uni..so we gotta prepare all those thingy n clear up..errr...den later took foto wif scouty n others...took it wif taii chen n GT n sunny oso..wootx!...after all the tin..went to rvm eat long john wif GT..den nth to do so we actuali sae 1 go xav hse de..but cor xav..he at jason ang hse..so we ask can go ma...n we can..den we went up..dey playin mahjong..mi n Gt go in n c..den no 1 tok to us litat...all concentratin on the game..so we go to his livin room n sit...den veh sian..so we left without tellin them..kinda funni..cos hor..we tot dey will realise we left...but dey did nt!...so bad of them..den go mua hse..later toot come find ting lors..hahas...den wed got physics test..therefore nvr go fer ger scoutt..told spencer..but durin chem lesson the corrine teo still ask mi...-.-...n i think nt surprisinly..i'm gonna fail physics again..hais..i did mua best n i reali did..sobs..den wed nite i kinda du lan wif some fuckin retarded...in scout is the "heaD" den big deal ah...stop sayin i like tt who eva when u dun hab evidence...n stop blabberin shit tt ppl nvr sae...retarded shit!..den was kinda dulan..lucky sunny cool mi down by scoldin him wif him...ah ha..sunny rox!
den thur relacc..cos no test..but when cum bck frm sch..gotta pia fer mua geog test..yst studied till ard 12 den go slp n woke up at 5 to study again...kinda tired..but no choice..1 do well fer the test...cos gonna use 1st test fer parent mitin session...awww....hmmm..den 2dae sit fer geog paper...actuali is easy...but i ferget alot of thing lei..haiss...hope can at least get 35 over 50 n i'm happi..den joyce cried...cos she no time finish...da sao ahh..u did ur best...=)...after tt got a maths lesson get bck a maths test..got 21/30..den after sch chi test..den oso get bck last wk de chi test..got 64 nia lors..hais..nt reali satisfied wif it..so gonna work hardd le...basically dis whole wk is full of test..stress nahs...2dae relac abit nite goiin tuition lors..den tml n sun gotta study hard fer chem test on mon..n i wud b relac abit agian..aniway..mon the sec 4'o4 will take bck their result..hope dey will do well..especially e5 gangg..x)...all the best bud~

x.bORingg lifeX.x

2005-02-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

hmph...long time nvr blog..or shud i sae i did blog on valentine dae but deleted due to some reason..hmmm..dis few dae alot tin happen nahs..hmmm..quarreled wif zhu tou over some stuff n kanna lecture by si elmo..hahas...hmmm...den leii got dis n tt lo..lazy to sae out lar...hmmm..den fri is 18/o2..which means mi n *him* brk up 5 mth le...den tt dae tisa tokin to mi abt some sad stuff of her..hope she can cong bei shan zhong zhan qi laii..=)..hmm..den i sms *him*..so glad tt he replied leii..some more later we still chat on fone..den tok cock alot...he reali make mua dae...tt dae was the oli dae i'm truely happi after the 5 mth brk up barhx..errr...den yst leii..went to sch to watch vistarian idol..hmmm..alot supported ivan n jackson...but jackson won!!..=D....the breakfast we treat him last wk nvr go down the drain...he did reali well..=D...hahas...nth much to sae lar...later goin tuiition norhx...nw go finish mua hw le...=)...nxt wk got 4 test sia...sux man..nth le..bb....boring lyfe...

^.tHx.^

2005-02-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

yst leii...nth much lors stay at ah ma hse most of the dae..slackk lors..den nite time xiao gu n other coem mua hse..den ying xuan is so so the talkative man...she come mua room look at all mua thing...-.-..den i tokin to zhu tou at tt time..after tt she mess up mua thingg..den i go pack left zhu tou on hold..den ying xuan go pick up mua fone n tok to zhu touu..lols..intro herself to him..hahas...barely 6 yr old dis yr n she is such a chatter box~...hmmm...basically 2dae mornin went to sch..kinda sian..zao zhi jiu dun go ler..self declare holidae..zz...den after sch cheong hme..den change le take cab go ah ma hse lors..lazy wait fer bus marr...hmmm..after tt mua grandma de frwen come..sit awhile den she bring mua grandma to else wher..den mi,mua cousin n their parent went to mua aunt eh hse lo...visit her..baby ekko so cute!...den went bck to ah ma hse sit awhile..den zhu tou sms mi ask mi home le mar lors..after tt i reply le he reply like sian sian..den i oso lan lan mai chat wif him..den he reali no reply le..dunno y feel kinda sad lar..after tt i sms him ask him y so cruel reali maii reply..den he reply n apologise tomi sae he playin soccer..afterr tt i was like jus kiddin eh mai forgive him lors...den he sad sad...n tell mi some stuff..hais..i reali veh guilty bahx..though zhu touu wun c dis..but i reali wan to thx him fer treating mi so good..n he oso said tt it is nt worth thinkin abt *him* when it is overr..den he 1 help mi ferget him lors..n he dot dot...(dun wish to sae)..den he oso sae he hope he can b the 1 who make mi happi..haixx..wei she mo..??=(...

mUaHahA

2005-02-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae ah..kinda happi lar...new yr ma..y sad?...=)...i oso nvr think abt him 2dae leii..cos 2dae i whole dae smsin wif zhu tou...lols...mus reali thx elmo kor fer givin mua no. to him n he is quite a nice sms companion lors..abit lame..but alrite lar...can keep mi company..lols...den 2dae sms wif zhu tou oso got tok abt *him* lors...zhu tou ask mi still like him arh...litat lors..but later nvr tok le...cos i turn bck n ask zhu tou who he like..lols..den wow..2dae sms wif him i think got at least 80 lors..die ah...later xplODE!...tot i can survive dis mth..but i cnt'..lols..sadz ah..hmmm..den yst 1st time tok to zhu tou on fone..wha kaos..he scare mi wif his voice..damn fierce siaz...den i yst oso damn paisehh lors..2pid elmo go n tell him tt the 1st dae i chat wif him veh sian..den he ask mi i was like so paisehh..but he oso tell elmo sae chat wif mi no inspiration..lols..so fair...elmo make both of us paisehh..hahas...hmm..basically 2dae went quite alot of place lors...leg damn suan..den go visit till 7 litat went to cp eh sakura to take dinner..den ate some chilli stuff damn hot sia...hope tml wun sore throat..cos oready kinda sick le..fluu..coughh den mouth got 3 ulcer..aww...painn..=(...hope will faster alrite oso lors...den yst 10+ jiu slp le...but dunno y 12am auto wake up c hp leii..den saw 4 sms...2 is frm zhu tou..he reply mi..but tt time i slp le..den another 1 is fancy nite sms lors..den i woke up at 12 am den i reply him..thinkin he slp le..but shock tt he reply leii..lols..so chat till 1+ den he chase mi go slp..but i can't slp..actuali 1 sms kah jiao him..but think betta nt..so i try mua best to get into dream land norhs..=)...overall great dae 2dae..x)...thx to zhu tou~..

bOobOo*

2005-02-08T13:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst leii afterr ben tok to mi n scold mi..think able to wake up bahs..den nite time watching tv..receive a DAMn special de cor lor..haas..cos is elmo kor cor mua hse...tot got wad thingy..he cor n tell mi some crappy stuff..i was like blehs..u tokin cock ah?..den hang le i sms wif him awhile den ask him on fone lors..den tok on fone i keep suan him pepsi cola..=p...den he suan mi bck dot dot..bth him...think damn far...n hopeee soo..hahas...hmmm..2dae leii..woke up at 6.15-blahs..tiredd...drag mua feet to schh lors..hmmm..den silent readin all thosee lors..went up to hall fer the performance 1st ish lion dance norhs..kinda nice..den 2dae sit damn damn behind ma..den i short...keep let f**kin jason lee suan...sae wad u cnt c ah..kpkb sia him...after the performance went to heartland wif joei,GT,xiuqi n karie lors..go take picy pix..after tt xiuqi go le den i left..cos goin to plaza to mit mua mama den go c doctor..cor mama den she sae uncle can come pick mi at heartland there..so waited fer him lors..den he send us to rvp..see le doc den go home le..den at home sian sms ivan ask him chat lors..den tt 2pid retarded elmo kor hor..tell him every shit he oso tell ivan..wha kaos eh...den yst i oso kup elmo eh fone again..he dare mi..=\....hahas...over all so so lo..err..xuan here wish every 1 a happi new yr k?...take care budz

wang.lerr.ni!!!

2005-02-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm...came home online den ben come tok to mi lors...we 2 kind of nt on good term cos he always tok to mi at the wrong time n i tends to get pek chek wif him..sorwie ben..but after tt tok tok i told him some stuff of wad cos all dis..den he scolded mi..nt cos i ignore n nvr tok to him..but cos y i dun 1 go ferget him?..he dun understand oso...he tell mi that..mi n *him* eh r/s over le..y go think leii...den if *hIm* 1 dae got stead i sure will jealous n get sad again..wad ferr?..mayb wad he sae is rite lors..i saw sum stuff at sum wher oso la...i mean the way *him* tok to mi ish reali diff...if he is to find a new ger..all i can is to wish him happiness n last loong long wif the ger ger nia lors...nw..all i need is to concentrate on mua o'levelbahx...nt to think abt him...cos mua result durin last eoy is oready sucky le..i mus reali buck up manx!...hmmm..dunno wad to sae le..bb all....

nvr.be.replaced

2005-02-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..2dae mornin woke up at 7 litat...den go pom pom change le den go to rvm mit karie fer breakfast lo..den we da bao fer jackson oso..after tt we went to sch..reach there 8.30 nia..kinda earli b4 the vistarian idol start..lols...den reach there saw those scouty sitting outside sch..tot dey goin wad eva outing..but ish nt la...is sch gate nt yet open...so all lun luo jie tou...den we 2 oso sit outside wait fer the gate to b open lors..hmmm..den sit outside dunno y feel veh odd...head veh itchy..lols..karie eh oso..den when sch gate open at 9.15 litat..we straight awy go toilet...bui ta han the itch sia...den mi,karie,joei n ghee ting go into hall at ard 9.45...den we sat at the 1st row hopin to get the best view..haas...some of the performers are wonderful lo..like jackson,ivan,jasmine,yanrong n so on so for...den oso some unbelievable eh thing happen..hees...joel veh da dan sia..ran up the stage n gib yan yan a huggies leii...den sae he lurfe her...wow..so good...haas...after tt the 4 of us went to heartland to hab lunch..den saw mua cousin n wife n baby ekko...hees...but nvr c her face cos she inside her pram..keke...den later we headed to cineleisure to buy "feng shui" tt movie eh tix lors..hmm..kinda nice n scary...is like at 1st sian..cos tot like nth..den suddenly got sth stand at the window..after tt we all go walk walk lo..oso got take pixx...after tt mi jo n ting go cp eh mos burger lors..sat there drink.. den joei eat oso lo..after tt play wif my vegetable n fruit juice..cos left abit in the bottle..den GT go add the ice milk tea eh milk into the juice...den was like chemical reaction..got white precipitate leii..haas...kinda fun 2dae la..i oso dunno y i feel tired...go shoppin oso kinda sad nahs..saw alot of valentine dae eh stuff..den think abt him agains...hais..wei she mo wher eva i go..i can't get him outta mua mind...the feelin reali sux...hais...dunno wad to sae le..bb all..

.mIss euu.

2005-02-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm...yst leii in sch kinda sian la..lesson till 3.10 lors..yawnss...den help xiao huang hang those stuff fer new yr 2gether wif the npcc guy norhs...den 2dae lei..i veh lonely leiii...da sao ..shi hui n seemun go syf..den i lonely fer geog..hist n a maths lesson..but lucky got weicheng..xiang yong..lols...geog lesson dey c mi lonely den ask mi sit behind them lo..den sit lo..den during hist fergot bring txt bk...den if amy ang noe sure ask mi stand de..but yu qing save mi..lols...i survive thru the 1 hr..he lend mi his bk..den when amy ang checkin..he sae he 1 go toilet..lols...clever rite?..den a maths leii...mi sit wif weicheng..den do a maths revision lo...den teach him oso la..hmmm..after tt go to miss tan room to do geog map...2dae did 3 map..all get 6/12 nia..pathetic siazz...den went to scout room jimmy gib us some forms fer some stuff lo..den after tt change to guide full u fer parade lo...after tt is game wif sec 1...blehx...sit on flour wif water n slide...awww..gross lei..come home veh difficult to wash siazz...den jiu go home..rest le go tuition lor..JEROLD WONG treat mi bubble tea..lols...he asked mi to write in mua so called history bk eh..haas...dennn tml goin sch watch vistarian idoll..after tt go to watch movie wif karie bahs...hmph...hope those 20 idol will perform well tml..jia you~...den jus nw acutalli ask "E" chat on fone de..but he sae he chattin wif fren..den i ask him ger frwen ah..he admit..lols...lucky i nvr lurfe him deep..jus a lil crush...lols...so no effect when i noe la..jus wish him n the ger ger tian chang di jiu..hehs...yst online quarrel wif retarded leonard..hahas..play play nia la...c mua tag board u will noe le..sianx..miss *hIm*...dunno wad to sae le..tata all

whY~!!!

2005-02-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

hais...dis few dae reali lazy to blog...actuali dun feel like bloggin 2dae..but sae something he send mi bahs..haix...tok abt pass few dae 1st..mon got bck e maths test..got 19/20..den get bck a maths yst..got 27/30...kinda happi wif dis result lors...suppose a maths can get full de...fergot put one of the bracket tingy wif power...den the bottom ans all wrong..hais...y i so careless..??..=(...hmmm..2dae lei..woke up..den go eat wif ting yt n jerene lors...den reach sch fer ger scoutt...den march march drill drill lors...den we seperate in to grps to b tested...den kanna 120 push up...zz....den after sch suppose help xiao huang hang the cny eh tingy ehhh...but we look fer him fer so long cnt find lors..so went canteen..saw ivan..hais..sae till dis part...hais...he saw mi..den he told mi he saw mua "BEST FREN"..den i was like thinkin other than karie den mus b GT lors..den i sae he sae no..den he sae nt those best fren...den i guess *Him* lors...den he tell mi wad he nw kim moh den hair longer..hais..y mus tell mi this!?!~!?~?!hais...i almost broke into tears...hais..but control..den after tt nvr hang up those cny tingy...we help arrange the size 1st..den tml help him again lors...den after tt went fer tuition... kinda tired...feelin siick...not reali in the mood oso..den johnny cor mi b4 i go in..but i nvr hear...den i sms ask him cor fer wad..he sae chat..but too bad...bo eng...hmmm..den end le on bus wan slp..but can't get to slpp..come bck..iron uni..eat dinner...online den saw he send wo de frenster msg...den my tear roll down again..hais..

mSg tO eUu:1stly...u dun hab to feel guilty...cos it is nt ur fault..i choose to walk tis path even though i noe everything is impossible...secondly...ur charac is getting worse?..so?..luvin a person include lurvin all his good n badd...if i cud..i wish to change u..but i noe i can't... dun sae sorri to mi..cos it no longer exist in mua dictionary ever since the dae u left mii...if tryin hard to ferget u is possible..i shud hab forgotten abt u 4 mth ago...get it?...u r the first guy to make mi in lurfe fer so long..u make mi realise wad is lurfe...overall..u created my happiness during those mth..if u feel more comfortable speakin all u wish to sae out den jus tell mi bah...i get use to been hurt le..i no longer feel anithing...wo de xin zao yi ma mu le..i wish to tell u..nw..i dun wish to b wif u together le..let mi b ur guiding way n c u lead ur life happily n get good result fer ur olevel...take care boii..cos i caree..

p.s:thx the person who ask *him* to visit mua blogg..if i nt wrong i noe who is the person..aniways...reali thx..

.oOo.

2005-01-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

hmph...more abt 2daeee...2dae ahh..mama nvr workk..den mornin take lrt wif her to jl kayu to eat prata lors..den after tt papa oso came along..den on the way take lrt back to compass point..the lrt got pass by *HIm* eh hse..kinad miss those daez when he dun hab to go sch den i go find him..reali miss it!..hais..but wad's the point of missin but nt havin lei?..hais..den reach compass wanted to ask mama to buy levi's jeans..but cos need hurry to ah ma hse..so mama promise mi later den go lors..den sui bian..went to ah ma hse to pass her some new yr goodie...den after tt go to aunt hse to pass her...baby ekko nt at home..kinda sians..den watch shao lin zu qiu ther..=D...hmmm..den later baby ekko come back le play wif her lors...notti little ger lei her..hahas...veh cute!..den goin off tt time "bao bao" her..den she ah chEw...her saliva spit on mua hand..awww..gross..lols..but nvm la..den her daddy send mi n mama to compass..went to try mua levi's jeans..but the 1 i wan oli left size 30..which is 2 big fer mi..so mama ask 1 go to j8 ma..cos actuali ask her tml go den i go buy shoe de...den she sae since 2nite go home nth do..might as well go there..went to trendy zone to buy mua high cut sneaker...=)...nt bad..hehes...den go to seiyu eh levi's section...find fer mua 577...but wad i bought isn't wad i saw at compass lei..but nvm la..still nt bad..den buy mua jeans le went to shop..den saw some cute cute eh baby shirt..den maam buy fer baby ekko..hees...after tt jiu went home le lors..nth much nahs..hahas... nt a bad dae..mayb tml goin j8 again..to buy korkor eh levi's jeans..hees..tt's all fer mua dae..tata every 1...aniway..happi burfdaee to qii xIanGg..=D..

.hais.

2005-01-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

haiss..he got the wrong idea..being shock n happi to c him come n visit mua blog..but..he saw the post sayin mayb got "E" can replace him..but the fact is oli tt mi n "E" is impossible..cos..no 1 can replace*HIM at the moment..hais.. he gib mi his blessin...so wad..?..i dun 1 ani1 else..tt's all.."E" is some 1 who i always tok to when i m down..."E" is kind of similar to *HIM*.. n tt y i oli can tell mua self to find some 1 to replace *HIM..but the prob is...i can't!?!..hais..duno wad to sae..i'm vexed....hais..

aS uSUal...hais..

2005-01-27T19:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae arhhh..as usual...lesson lors..kinda siann norhx..hmmm...missin *him* n "E" lei..oso dunno y..but missed *him* more...wei she mo..y can't i jus get him outta everything...hais..last sms wif him is on mua burfdae lors..den frm tt dae i jiu nvr sms him he oso WUN sms mi de lors...hmmm..den oso seldom c him online..cos got sch..den everydae come bck i oready tired till i bui ta han lenorhs...hais..hmmm..boi..u noe i miss u ma?..=(...hmmm...nth much to blog lo...lyfe is sad as per normal..i'm nvr happi like the past...i lost my soul n i can't find it when u ain't beside mi..hais...ilu boi... den yst oso sms wif elmo kor lors...he ask mi dun wei le *him* n affect mua o'level lors...though i told him i m nt lettint *him* affect ani part of mua life...but i noe..wad i told him is jus lyin..hais..y did he left such a deeppppp foot prinTtTtt?..i nvr feel so pain b4..i nvr lurfe a guy fer more than half a yr b4...n nw i hab been in lurfe wif tis guy ferr nearly 8 mth...hais...8 mth for lovin him..n there is oli around 3 mth of happiness...haix..wei she mo?...saddd....

16th lERrr...

2005-01-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

weetx...dis yr burfdae quite plain lors..haha...nt as fun as last yr bahs...but still...wan thx alot ppl fer wishin mi..n those ppl who gib mi pressie..=D...den weicheng kinda funni lo..he 24th jan eh 0000h jiu wish wo le..hahas...cos he tot mua burfae is 24th...den 2dae n yst got 20 person sms n wish mi lors.. den in sch oso got alot wish mi n shake hand wif mi..haas...den ah gong shake hand wif mi..den he squeeze mua hand till i pain til sit on the floor..haas...but nvm la..=)..hmmm...den 2dae got a maths test lors...ok la..nt bad...noe hw to do..=D...hmmm..den after sch got phy remedial..after tt go home den go mit karie ler lors.. after tt go walk walk den jiu actuali wan go buy swit de..but hor saw mr chan at old chang kee..went over to tok tok wif him..den mr ong oso there buyin food... den during tuition jeff gave mi present..den after lesson mr ong cor n wish mi happi burfdae..haas...den i oso dunno to b sad or happi lar..cos without him..k la..dun blog le..bb

-_wO . hAi . aI . zHe . nI_-

2005-01-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm...jus went to browse thru fren eh blog..den saw cher eh blog...think she jus hab her heart broken by another guy she lurfe again..hais..dunno lei..i dun like to see saddening moments litat nowadays..cos i reali cud feel exactly hw it feel to lose the guy u lurfe loads...i cud...though 2mth n 4 dae wif leo seems to b long but nt..seems to b short but it isn't...but...i reali miss those dae seeing him in sch during recess..and havin him pei mi walk home after sch..and tickling him all dis bahx..i still dun wish to let go but he left mi long long agooo..i reali hab to accept the fact...n i dunno wad got into mi on fri...i smsed him to ask him some stuff..whether is there a chance fer us to b together again...i reali dunno y i go ask him tt..hais..yst afternoon he smsed mi sayin wad he feel..but got some text missin..nvr manage to c the full sms..hais...isit fate tt dun 1 mi c the last parT?..i smsed ask him fer the last part..den nite he smsed n tell mi tt nt tt totally no chance..but he jus wish to let fate decide...n he dun wish to ruin my o'level..i noe exactly tt during tis crucial time..i shud nt tok abt r/s..but the knife tt he pierce thru my heart reali isn't tt easy to come out..i'm tryin to take it out slowly as time goes by...but sometimes it reali make mi feel as if the injuries he had cos mi has an infection n it cos mi to feel the pain again bahx..hais...i reali dunno wad i thinkin lors..seriously..some time c cher eh blog..den saw *him* eh name..i reali kinda jealous..cos she cud chat wif him like damn close frwen..but..i reali hab nth to tok wif leo oso lorx..haix..wei she mo..i reali dun understand..den dis few dae karie go to gentin..think she hab great time there bahx...but i'm sure tt..during dis great time..she nvr ferget abt her beloved xiong oso lors...y is lurfe so hurtin??..den frm the dae wc break up wif da sao..i reali can c a dramtic change in him..he is no longer the feng feng dian dian eh wc..he CHANGED...nt abit..but COMPLETELY..den thur sms him to cheer him up lors...he sae he oso nvr xpect to end so fast..but..it is difficult to prevent all dis brk up eh lo..even u did ur best to save the relationship..haix..dunno bahx...i noe i will nvr ferget tis guy who had step into mua life..he bring mi to heaven n send mi to hell...no matter hw much i wish to spend mua burfdae wif him..the dream will nvr come true..NEVER EVER...u will nvr noe hw much i lurfe u even though we brk long ago...

.sADneSs.

2005-01-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae eng..den pe lo...hmmm..xy actuali sae wan run wif mi..but in the end nvr...den i came bck at 12.32..quite man yi lar...hmmm..den is chi..2dae got 10min earli recess due to the new plan..hahahah...once a wk nia lei..lols..den is geog..argue wif mdm lee over notes..c her veh guai lan siaz...den later is chem..mi n karie like tok bck to corrine teo..den she bu shuang..den she ask mi n karie stay awhile den tok to us..sae wad she nvr owe us y we tok to her in tt way,..diaos...after tt is e maths test...got stomach ache durin the paper...but still manage to complete...hope can do well...den after the test went to toilet...vomit..den go to physics..feel betta lors...thx joyce n shi hui mama n seemun eh concern..=)...den 2dae recess oso kinda funi la...we suan da sao abt some 1..but is jus fun nia..cos she sae 1 guy cute..haha...den we jiu keep suan..=p..but jus fer fun...noe she wun b angry de..=D...hmmm..den after sch go home lors...nth much to do oso lei..den i keep think alot..dunno y i feel like i veh lonely lei..den start thinkin abt *him* n "E"..aniway.."E" isn't elmo kor..oli karie noes bahs...hehs...=\...hmmm..2ml mua sis karie goin to genting ler!..gonna miss her man..hope she hab a fun time there lors n most importantly dun think abt those sad stuff mua sis!..2dae sch volley ball competition wor..jus get info frm elmo kor sae dey lose..but nvm la..dey did their best...jia you bahx..=)...nth much lo..tt's all..tata..

.wo.zai.xiang.she.mo.

2005-01-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm..sat till sun quite happi..den yst quite sad..cos i reali dunno wad i thinkin...seems like i m forgettin *him*..den i like like some 1 else...but horrr...tt guy sae sth on sat..den he ask mi think...but later he sae is nt serious de..diao...dua wo..nvm la...nt veh serious wif the guy..but i mus thank him fer lettin mi realise...other than *him*...there is still a guy who can replace *him*..=)..den yst lei..went to captain cook to study n do maths hw..den leo sms ask mi nite got online bo..cos he 1 send mi mua burfdae pressie lo...hmmm..den he sae he no money..so send mi b'dae present thru online..u guys noe is waD?..he mixed eh "lonely"..lols...but nvm la..got hart can le..den i told the guy who make mi realise tt leo is nt the oli guy tt exist abt hw i feel lo..aiya..name him "E" la..dunno y la...oli karie noe abt dis tingy..den reali is hide inside the heart veh sing ku lors..but tell "E" le..den he sae betta nt..haha..i abit hurt..but nvm..i oso nt sae like him veh deep..mayb another crush?..lols...hmmm...den yst nite call leo to chat on fone..chat ard 15 min nia..reali bth...tok to him will die sia..so i kup 1st lo..den cor "E"...but he seems lan lan..so i sae aiya..nvm la..u go slp lar..den sms tell him sae ma chiam i tell him hw i feel le den he litat..den he sae no..cos he waitin fer other frwen to cor...den i sae mai ka jiao him n mua future da sao chat..hehs...hmmm..i veh kan de kai hor?..xD...hmmm...den 2dae lei..lesson lo..kinda tired..earli in the monin is the most sian eh lesson..---english..i almost doze off lei..haha...den is ss..another sian eh lesson..den after sch stay in sch to finish up physics..den hand in to mr lee lors...den jiu go home le..reach home nth much to do..go c ppl blog..den saw sum stuff la..dunno the person is *him* ma...hais...i reali dunno wad i thinkin oso lo..i dun feel like fallin in lurfe ani more..cos it hurtsw..some more dis yr is the major yr...but "E" makes mi feel abit...but nvm la...is oli a lil feelin..veh fast over de..as long as i mai sms wif him..muahahah..tt's folks..buh buais..weetx...7 more dae to mua dae~...

.hAis.

2005-01-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

went to read karie de blog..saw her last few sentence stating her misses fer her dear dear ex..haix...dunno y *him* jus automatically came to my mind.....tears jus roll down like an open tap wif runnin water...i came to tot abt the happi time mi n him hab..came to realise tt 18th of january will b mi n him eh 4th mth after brk up...y time always pass to fast..but yet...no miracle has yet to happen..WHY!?!?!?..haix...wei she mo he bu neng zai hui dao wo sheng bian..isit reali true tt the 1 we lurfe isn't the 1 we can b together..n the 1 we dun lurfe jus pop out frm no wher to comfort u?..haix...i noe to loved is better than lovin a person..to loved is a xin fu..but to love a person is a tong ku..haix...i reali miss u without u realising it...o is jus dis yr...wif u hangin up there in my mind.. hw m i suppose to concentrate on my studies..haix...xav kor ask mi...tot i sae ferget him le..y still put mua nick as love u boi...i nvr ans him..cos i know i said b4 i will ferget him..but lettin go of him is nt as easy as letting go of other guy in the past..fond memories wif him will nvr b fergotten...i will always remember it fer eternity.....knowin he will nvr c dis..but i jus wanna let him noe..he reali bring out the best in me..haiz..

sObs

2005-01-11T17:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst nite lei..tot abt him again lei..i oso dunno y..=(...den 2dae mornin went to school..got reflection fer upper sec..so mus move infront to sit..den saw elmokor eh hair kanna cut...lols..=x...den after tt went to canteen wif pt to tok tok wif mrs lim lors..den go bck sit tt time..saw elmo kor kanna vp scold..muahahah...he kan sui ah..den i home le i sms ask him y kanna scold..den he sae cos he scold vulgarity..haha..den lesson lesson..kinda borin..especially ss...sian till i 1 slp ah..bui dong...den 2dae eh physics kinda nice..cos i understand the electrostatic chpt he teach...haha...he's nt bad at all..xD...hmmm...den recess orh...da sao n xq help us buy ma..den after tt elmo kor dere..den i di siao i tap his head..den 2piak hui bin stared at mi..den i stared bck..den he slap wo...-.-...grow so big ..mua mother even lay her hand on mi....-.-...fuck sia....bwg...den nw home finish a maths hw le..later goin tuition...nth much..bb..

[[bUsyy shIt]]

2005-01-08T10:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm..last update mua blog on tue...hmmm..basically eh...4 dae nvr up date le lors...i try recallin la hor..hmmm..wed lei...mornin went fer guides lors...den after tt lesson till 3.40..kinda tired..but still got guides..den till ard 5.30..den karie pei mi..den after tt we mai go home directly went fer dinner..but in bus..her mama called sae 1 join us fer dinner..den his papa treat...den after tuition..reach home..too tired to online..den went to slp..nxt dae nth much bahx..fri leii got cca fairrr...den dis yr eh recruitment think ard 50+ bahx...nt bad eh..=)...den 2dae nth much lors..later goin roxy square fer tuition..sians...1 hr + eh journey..song liao ah..lols...think tt's all...bb

(=lUFfin.ish.hEalthy=)

2005-01-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

weetx..2dae luff alot lors..went to sch as usual..den tot jus rain floor wet will ask us go to class..den mi n karie put bag in class..got some inside ler lo..den take wallet go buy yellow file fer e maths..den the queue was damn long..saw samuel..so ask him help us buy..hehe...den stand there awhile saw elmo kor go buy thing oso...cut queue lei him..pro in tt..nxt time 1 buy thing ask him..haha...den saw ppl assembling in parade square..run bck to class take bck n went to parade square lors..den lesson thru out..almost all the sub split wif karie..physics she 1 i 3..den "MATHS" she 1 i 2...den eng i 2 she 3 lors...den chi haben band..but most probably will b done on nxt lesson..but our chi lesson damn song..went to the so called lecture room..cool..the air con veh song..hehs..after tt went home..online fer ard 15 min..mit karie at hg mall..den we ate kfc lors..actuali wan eat at a later time de..but she hungry..so eat lors...den eat le go hg mall walk walk..go popularb ought a baby bugs bunny eh foolscap..damn cutez..haha..after tt karie go craft shop buy straw to do some stuff..den walk to the so called hall eh stage there..saw wilson n fren sittin out side mac lo..oli saw shu hao tt i recog eh..den she teach mi hw to make star wif it..but i ji shou ya jiao..=x..den mai learn le..so we 2 sit there tok tok..den saw a familar guy with shu hao walkin here..den is elmo kor...i nt sure..so i ask karie..she sae geng ben jiu shi lors..u noe wAD?...he help his fren take no. frm a ger..lols..den FAILEd...den when he askin he saw mi..he was shock bahx..lols..den he sms mi..haha...den karie was like..the ger chio mehs..haha...den we go toilet..den left thru mac door..dun 1 pass by them ma...after tt still earli b4 tuition..we WALk to heartland..lols..den ont he way alot funni shit happen..i scare dog ma..den pass by a private apartment..den inside got 1 dog..den i haben shout..i oli ask karie c..den she SHOUT damn loud..cause she tot the dog comin out bahx..nt 2 sure..lols..den i keep laughin..haha...after tt we on the way there tok our xin shi..things tt reali hide deep below our heart n no 1 noes bahx..kinda sad oso la..but oso got funni part wher by she tell mi ..den i keep luff..den i tell her..she luff till squat there..cos it is 2 unbelievable...lols..den reach there STIL IT was earli..we sat at the old interchange eh stage there tok again..lon time nvr tok litat le bahx..haha..enjoy 2dae..luff loads..jus wish to b happi fer the time being bahx..=D..

[(1st dAE oF scHh in 2o05)]

2005-01-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

hmph..2dae leiii..mornin 6.30 wake up..den gib leo mornin cor..last nite he asked mi to cor him cos he workin 2dae ma...so wake up..1st thing before i onmua light is to cor him..den haben hab the chance to sae harloe..den he sae thanks le..lols..he woke up b4 mi..diao diao..den went pom pom den come out karie sms tell mi she c sec 1 put on tie..haax..den mit her at 7..tot i was late..but she was later..hehe..mmm..den reach sch pass by canteen..karie saw her toot..den hot ah her...lols..nt bad la..sec 3 looks more matured wif long pants on..haha..hmmm..den went to class. at 1st floorth..kinda bu xi guan..cos was on the 2nd floorth fer 3 yr manz..miss tt floorth..hehe..hmmm..den sing national anthem..den tok abit by reduan all dis lor..sianx..1st dae of sch hor..whole class let rene punish...she dun 1 let us sit..diaoz...den stand fer ard 20 min?..sianx lei..after tt do some admin stuff lors...hmmm..den went fer e maths lesson..sae tml we will noe we get band into which class..cos 3 ban among e1 n e2...den ask the mrs yim knn de...kua sui mua class lei..ask wad who 1 drop a maths...ownself raise hand..but no 1..den she read out name of those who mayb ask to drop lo...den end le..recess..canteen food is like no diff frm last time..xcept the price more ex..denthe drink stall seems to hab nth but JUS TEA!..pathetic leis...hhmm..den went fer geog lesson..saw elmo kor while waitin outside class...den geog teacher 1st dae jiu bo come liao..blehx..den while walkin here n there to find geog teacher...pass by spencer..den sae ger guide lost..diao diao..hmmm..after tt went to bio lab fer pccg lo..basically is walk walk n more walkin...zz...den 1 way route...diff stairs given fer goin up or down nia....=(..hmmm..after assembly went home lo..shawn n des ang outside sch wait fer da ge bahx..den i n rac go home lors..litat nia..tt's all fer mua dae..kinda borin huh..nth much..jus tok to GT on fone..heard her sae tt sihao kor in hospital..cos dengue..hope he get well soon

_+.`yEaRr^rEViEwW`._____;;

2004-12-31T13:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm..today is oready the 31st of december..

last day of 2o04 welcoming the new year 2o05;;___

basically,this year hasn't been a good year for mi no matter in studies or love life..haiz..

let mi try to recall from jan till 2dae..ok?..=D...kinda long winded i think..hees

JANUARY:i only remember during mua burfdae on 25th..wad happen..=D..memorable..cos was new yr 3rd dae oso i think..den went to karie hse to sought of "bai nian"..den weng hao n others oso got come along lo..den we play at karie hse..den later e5 gang oso come..den we play lo...nt bad nahx..receive quite alot pressie oso..hees...

FEBRUARY-MARCH:can't recall much..hees..jus tt study with karie..den oso go out wif her lors...

APRIL-JUNE:mid yr exam coming..den gotta study hard..go out wif karie more often..but nt to gai gai..but study..=)..hmmm..den after the mid yr exam..play badminton in sch kinda often lors..den after exam oso got ss enrichment course..rmb tt the 1st lesson mi,jerold,karie,wenghao was late..cos we go heartland kfc eat..n more ridiculous eh is we noe we r abt to late..yet we go take foto..den amy ang kpkb..hehe..den oso during may..i knew *hIm* more..cos play badminton with him more often lo..we play badminton got alot style oso..=D...miss those daez when i cud c him luff like mad n act cute like siao..hais..den june hols oso always go bck play badminton lors..with e5 gang oso..den when noe tt he nt there i kinda sad..den sms wif him more..tok thru fone wif him in conference more..tok onlin eoso more...hmm..den as time goes by, 14th june,mi n him stead ..but 19th june jiu brk le..cos i think we dunno each other well yet..but after the brkup..2 dae later..he stead wif another ger le..i was reali upset..cos i still lurfe him loads bahx..den 31st june..he brk wif the ger if i nvr rmb the date wrongly lo..den mi n him start sms again..

JULY-SEPTEMBER:mi n him sms more le..den during 8-10 i went fer sec 3 camp..was reali god ddamn fun..wasn't tt tough as our senior told us..got nite walk oso lors..hmm..den when i bck frm camp..i look at his blog n mua hp..i was glad..he sms mi those swit stuff..i was reali abt to fly up to the moon le lo...den 14th july..mi pick up the courage to ask him patch...at 1st..i nvr tot he wud patch de lo..but i jus try my luck..but nvr will i expect lady luck was on my side..he agreed...n everything started on 14th july 7.42pm...beautiful n wonderful story!...hmmm...spendin moments with him at carpark,void deck,bus,kovan mrt station..reali miss tt..rmb happiness n gift he gib mi..den i rmb..1st mth when i stead wifhim..bake cookie fer him..my 1st time doin so much fer a stead n oso my 1st stead tt last so long lo..rest is like short period oli....but..sad to sae..we brk up on the 18th of september..everything jus went with the wind..i regret fer nt holdin u bck...hais...

OCTOBER-DECEMBER: time hab been tough fer mi fergettin him...once n again i told myself to forget him..but i never..haix...cos i reali zuo bu dao..end of yr exam..went to study wif karie oso lros....den got 1 time is b4 a maths exam..we went to kovan there eh BK study..alot ppl..reali fun lo...miss those daez...but wad i miss most is the dae wif him...i reali got no mood to study fer my EOY..in the end..i did reali badly..haix...i was hurtt..but i dun blame ani 1 xcept myself...he will nvr be mine again..all i can do is to face the reality..

-wad else can i saE?overall dis year reali sux fer mi..even though i met him n had good time with him..haix...-

MSG FOR IMPT PPL IN MY HART~

KARIE:sistaz,thx for been always there for mi when i need you.knowin you for dis two year is reali the most lucky thing..u r there fer mi no matter in studies or relationship problem.though we dun seems to b fated to hab stead together..(cos when eva u hab i dun hab,i hab u dun hab)..but nvm..we r destined to mit each other..tt is the best gift god had gave us..aniway..both u n mi r still tryin to stand up n be strong in our relationship stuff eh problem..no point dwellin when dey ain't ours..neither mus we go force ourself to forget them..jus let nature take its course n make ssure it dun affect our o'level alrite?...let's work hard together..k?...all the best to u n mi..=D...lurfe ya..x)

RACHEL 'N" JARAEL:another 2 sistaz of mine who is there fer mi when i brk wif him..thx gers...u guys rox my life

WENG HAO:ah gong ah gong..thx fer the wonderful time we had wif u...aniawy..u r oso 1 of the person who is always there fer u dis sun nu..thx....study hard fer ur exam nxt yr k?..mai slack le..jia you!

LEONARD:hmmm..oso my kor nw la..aniway...thx fer the happi moments u once gave mi..i will cherish n rmb it..though i had oready lost u..but i nvr forget u..cos u r the best guy i had...thx..knowing euu betta dis yr is reali my luck..if i nvr noe u betta dis yr..i wun b together wif u n feel wad is true lurfe..u gib mi hope..but every of it had oready gone wif the wind..i regret fer nt treating u well..i regret for nt askin u to stay when we both agreed on the brk up..i simply regret everything tt i said to make u sad...time n time i ask u patch..but u oso nvr accept..so think oso no chance le bahx..nw ur reason is nt in the mood..so i oso cnt force bahx...i dun deny i still lurfe u..cos it isn't easy to forget a good guy like u..take care n hope ur o'level result will b amazing n excellent..k?...anwiays...*jIa yOu* in mixin ur song..believe u gort the potential..u can de..k?...wanting to c u bcum a famous dj?..hees...or pilot?...*hUgGIeX*
p.s:above eh pic..make fer u de bahx…

XAVIER:kor ah kor...u were my kor eva since i m sec 1 i think..but nvr reali communicate wif u much during mua sec 1 n sec 2 life..till dis year...when i brk wif him..i tok to u abt mua r/s prob n u tell mi abt urs...hmm...thx for been there fer mi...u r reali a nice guy...hope u will find a good er ger tt worth u lurvin..k?..aniway..hope ya o'level result will b good...i oso got the faith u cud do well..hab faith in urself...all the best in ur future endeavour....*HUgGIeX*

DESMOND ANG:hmm..kor ah kor...as wad i told xav..i oso get to tok to u betta dis yr bahx..den oso got comflict wif u at cp..but nt sure when..=x..but is a short while nia..hehe..sorwie ah...bu dong shi..hehe..hmmm..aniways...u gort ur n level result..but i believe u did ur best liao rite?...study hard when u go ite...i hab the confidence in u tt u will do well...aniway...regardin ur relationship prob.. dun think so much..if dey belong to us..dey will always b..if dey ain't den no point holdin on...jus let time heal ur wound..hartbrkin moments will b buried as a memories..if she dun return to u..den let the moments u had wif her b a memory..recall abt it when u r free..but nt always..cos it will oli make u sad alrite?..=)..hmmm..if she do return to u..cherish her doubly of how u cherish her in the past..take care my kor...dun lose contact wif mi k?..=)..

SIHAO:boox...nw adays oso seldom hear u tok xin shi all dis..drift further le wor..but aniway..sometime c ur nick like sad sad de..bu yao sad le nahx...noe it is hard to cheer up..but u hab got ur tt whole big gang waiting to cheer u up yea...so stay happi alrite?..all the best fer ya o'level..*hUggIeX*

SHAWN:hmmm..dis yr ah...we oso got tok more like last yr bahx..lols...hmmm..aniway...u oways there fer mi when i m down..thx loads...wish u will find ur true love soon...hope u grow taller oso..nt shoot u..hees...den easier to find a da sao for mi ma..all the best in ur o's result...jia you no matter wad is the outcome...=D..

CARSON:da ge oiii...=D...nxt yr sec 4 le..work hard fer o'level liao wor...dis hol enjoy finish liao...so work hard le...is jus 1 more yr b4 we can b free...time will past veh soon...look forward to it n soon it will b over..alrite?...=D..all the best...*hUgGIeX*

ZIXUAN:korkor!!..hmph..shock to hear mi cry when i brk up wif him yea?..thx fer been there fer mi n counsellin mi when i brk up wif him...thx...once my kor..u will foreva b...work hard n hope ur result will b satisfyin..take care..*hUgGIEX*

JOEI:hey sistaz..thx fer gib mi great beary hug everytime when i m down..n will rmb ur muack on mua cheek when i cried tt time..u r always full of idea tt cud lessen my sorrow..reali thx...god gave mi a great fren like u who is there fer mi when i m down...u simply rox...=)...other than thx..i reali dunno wad to sae le..heex..aniway..o'level ler...mus study hard..at the same time..all the best to ur lurfe life..*MUaCKieX*

JOEY:mei ahhh..we noe each other when u c mua name tag n i find u xl..lols...but is all over..nw we r close sis..ain't we?..hees...aniways...dun sad over ws le..ok?...look forward lors...mi u n karie all undergoin dis process of standin up n be strong..believe we can do it...yeA?..all the best alrite?..=D...

GHEE TING:hey ger...we had known each other fer nearly 3 year...3 year of frenship suo chang bu chang..suo duan bu duan..heex..but we got quarrel in dis 3 year..oso learn alot frm each other....thx fer been ther givin mi advice...aniway..hope ur lurfe life will b a success...sometime..there is no harm pickin up ur courage to tell ur lurfe 1 hw u feel fer them..cos u will nvr noe wad dey r thinkin...mayb u fear of rejection..he oso?..=)...ur choice...heex..take care n all the best..huggiex...

ELMO KOR:hmmm..noe u dis yr nia..haax..u r a great kor i wud sae..thx fer smsin wif mi when i m sian..n always bullyin mi..lols...always let u suan till lan lan...=.=...but nvm...u still rox...haha...study hard fer ur n level k?...all the best to uuu..take care...?*hUgGIeX*

JINXIAN n FRWEN TT WENT OUT WIF:hey ger..disyr we more close...got go out together horr..hees....aniway..enjoyable time wif u gers...study hard k..sec 3 isn't time to play..haax...believe mi...take care..

i believe..dis r nt the oli ppl who stand by mi..there are oso others who seldom online de..but i will jus b here n sae a great thanks to ppl like xiao mark-for givin mi 2 pkt of tissue when i cried..lols,joyce goh,mama shihui...xD,jerold n loads more...u guys rox...lurfe eu guys...

finally finish mua year review le...aniway...a brand new year...i wish to hab a brand new start..take care my fren...dun look bck ani more...cos the future might be a betta year..=D...
more piX~!!

3e2’o4 alwayz

tReAsuRe hUnTTt

sIsTaz owAYs leIi

mIss Ong..lEft nV le..saD..nvm...thx fer her cousellin regardin mua lurfe life..x)..will miss her..=)

hmmm..1st time take pic wif sheng hui n ah gong wor..lols

nice mA?..hehe..

mAmA n nU ER lei..got mu nu xiang ma?..hehe

HUgGIex aLl!

10 ppl...weetx..dis pic rox...so cosy..hehe

^siaNxX^

2004-12-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

hmph...2dae earli in the mornin wake up at 6.45... den mit jerene n yt at lrt there at 7.20am ma...den reach sch ard 7.35 litat...den go up spencer haben come..oso sian la..slack there..veh tired... den went to canteen drink water cooler..den saw ivan there lors.. den he tot we camp again..den sat there tok to ivan together with ghee ting..den elmo kor pop up frm dunno wher la..den tok abit he bu jian so we oso went up to scouts n gg room lo..slack again..spencer come..sae cnt start..cos rainin..den rain rain..till9am still rainin..so he sae go hall train lo..kind of funni la..scouts got some retarded de...lols...marchin eh step all wrong..den mi n GT luff dao pengz..hmmm..den later go to rvp eat wif GT lo..den we sat in kfc tok tok..long time nvr litat tok le ma..=)..hmmm..after tt go home lo..den actuali karie ask mi 1 go out earli walk walk..den i sae later tell her..cos i watchin shi zhi lu kou..den later mua fren sms mi sae 1 come mi hse use com..so he come lo...den i bluff mua mother sae he help mi fix com..lols...hmmm.. den mua father come bck he zhao bck to mua room..but mua father saw..so he guai guai cor uncle..den mua father question alot shit la...ask he same level as mi all those crap lors..den sae he look like indian..ma chiam his business litat..hmmm..den he left at 6.55 litat..den i leave later fer tuition..cos leave wif him..papa sure think wai eh..den go le he at lift there..think jus finish tokin to his mother bahx..den he sae he good..wiaitn fer mi..like real..=x...lols..hmmm..den walk to bus stop..he go take lrt hom elo..tt's mua daez bahx..=)..buh buais...

.:: i h a r t t e u u__``::.

2004-12-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

hAf euu eVa beEn sIlEntLy in lUrFee,
wiF sOmeoNe EuU cAnn nVr hafF?
sO cLoSee u cAn tOuch hIs hand,
yEt sO FaR tO fEel hIs hArtT?

hAf eUu Eva lEaVe in pREteNSe,
qUiEtly lURVIn w/O anI COndITIon?
a fEeliN oF lUrFe tT is unKnOwn,
hIdIng iT nT nOeing iT fEr hW lOnGg...

hAf eUu eVa fAllen dEeplY
lUrVin the peRsOn unCOndItIonaLly?
sO AfRaid of WAD u FEeL
aCtIng nOrmAL kEEp tHings StIll..

hAf eUu eVa beEn huRt uniNtEntIoNAlly
bUt pUr on a sMiLe prEtEndIng tO b haPpi?
dEep inSIde u r iN pAIn n SUfFering
bUt oUTside u r jOlly n lUfFInG..

wHyy dOeS hOldin hIs haRtT fEel sO rIte?
YOur heArt sMileS eVerytIme he's at sIght..
hEaring hIs VOice maKes uR dAE
hoPin u can hUgg hIm in a sPeCIal way..

*i lUrFeEe yOUuUu...*

hMm..over all..saw tis in mua gUides SEnioR yAtI eh dIspLay pIc..fInd it kInda nIce sO i pOsted it heRE...aniway..dis reAli desCrIbe aLot of mUa bUDDIe n sIsTaz eh fEElin..specially tYpe dIs To dEdIcAte iT ouT tO gHeEting esPecially..cos i noe she lurfe her *hIm* in silent fer dunno how long..bUt she dun wish to geT huRt...while fEr kaRIe.. i noE tT one of the senTenCe reaLi deScrIbe hEr wEll..tt is heR hArt wIll smiLe whEneVa shE c tt beAr..ritE?..aniway...oso wish to dedicate to mua xiao mei joey ok?..b jian qiang..mi,karie,you.. our break up wif the lurfe 1 is continous..1st is u..den mi..den karie...it's too pain fer us to cheng shou...we mus work hard together n stay happi...hey sistaz...xuan-` will always b here fer u all...take care...lurfe you guys too

:: the reason ::

2004-12-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst nvr blogg lo..cos nth much to tok abt i wud sae..jus slack ard lors...den 2daE woke up int he mornin at 7.30 to mit GT at 8.15 to go eat breakfast..she late fer 5-10 min litat..den she come le we eat liao den go sch fer guides lo..2dae trianin kinda tirin..cos we much abt 3 or 4 rd frm class room blk till carpark..to n fro lo..till 11 we use the quadrangle fer the dry run of the thur eh event...hmmm..stillnt sure abt the turnin...=(..hmmm..overall nth much la..home le..msn conference wif karie,leo,carson..but dunno y i dun feel like tokin den i jus left without sayin a word lors...den do chi compo..wrote 2 para den i sian..so mai write..went to bed n try to get to slp..but i can't...alot of thing seems to b botherin mi i wud sae..haix..i oso dunno y..woke up...*him* nick set to busy..so i shan't disturb..c him bck..kind of happi..went to tok cock wif him lo...haix...4 more dae to the start of a new yr..can i haf a fresh new start n b happi even i'm without u?...haix...the time is chasin mi..i'm too scare to carry on wif my life...soon..time will psas n mi brk up wif him will b 4 mth..wei she mo..why can't we return to wad we were when we 1st started?..i reali miss those daez..haix...lurfe euu..

l0nElyy cHrIsTmASs``__

2004-12-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

haix..2dae suppose to b christmas..suppose to b enjoyin mua self n stay happi..but yet i ain't.. cos i jus miss him so much bahx...haix.. hmmm..2dae lei..nth much lo..woke up damn earli at ard 10am plus..den went to eat breakfast wif mua mama at GT de maam tt side...den go to ah ma hse after tt go to hg mall lo...den go home le...den go fer dinner wif mua mama,grandma,uncle n aunt n 2 of mua cousin lors...jus litat...i miss euu even though u wun c it

mErRIe cHrIstMas

2004-12-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmph..2dae..wonderful dae..x)..mornin lei..suppose mit karie fer breakfast at 8.30 but mi late..cos woke up at 9...den tuition at 9.15..so faster pom pom le..den pia there lo..reach there at 9.30...den after tuition karie mama noe i wake up late nvr eat breakfast..den bought 1 curry puff fer mi..thx huh...hmmmm..den went to ah ma hse watch mvp..den go j8 wif mua cousin..took pix pix..nice nice wor..lols..den i went home to change den pia go to ps mit karie n joey..we walk to cine to find e5 gang lorx..but dey bo chup us..so we walk off...den go walk walk..went to arcade play house of the dead..so fast si qiao qiao..hehe..hmmm...den we went to heeren take pic again lo..keke...after tt sat at the graffiti cafe waitin fer zisuan to come..he LOST...=x...den finalli he reach le we go shop shop den go toilet tie 2 pony tail wif karie...den we send joey to mrt after tt walk to cine find them lo..dey sitting at old chang kee there eh alley..diao..all so ah beng..den karie tio suan kah siao..haix..kan dao him..kinda sad..he's there..yet i can't feel the lurfe he once had fer mi..sad lorx..hmmm...den we walk to far east..walk alley again..cos faster ma..lols...den quite fun nahx..haha...after tt dey go eat den we go walk but far east shop all close..so we went bck to find them lo..dey orderin drink at tt time..den dey put karie n ahem sit together..lols..den go out of far east dey dunno 1 go wher..so mi n karie left 1st lo..den tkae mrt go bck till kovan..den shawn kanna chase awy by them..cos dey 1 shawn send karie home..lols..den actuali sae hao 1 go pak arcade at kovan de..but karie cnt...den she go home..mi n shawn go play puzzle bubble lorx...he treat lei..lols..cos i pei him ma..arbo he need b alone till 1 + to wait fer e5 gang to go to hg plaza play lan or pool...den we play puzzle bubble orh..play 3 rd..den i won him 2 rd..lala...after tt we go to old interchange there sit n tok to karie thru fone lo...lols...den i c so earli..so deceide walk home..hehe..frm kovan walk till serangoon sec there..den thru out tokin to karie on fone..but meanwhile oso got let shawn tok to her la...den till serangoon there no bus..den 12.30 le...i 1 take cab home lo..actuali tot of payin shawn abit..but he dun 1..den he send mi till the road there den i go bck he go to hg plaza wait fer them lorx...hmmm...aniway..2dae the e5 gang reali reali veh shuai...especially xav...1st time c him wear jeans lei..lols...all look nice...haha...think nth much le..tt's mua dae...think tml nt goin aniwher le lo..hehe..no money liao...tata all...tc

|||xxx||| fun dAe |||xxx|||

2004-12-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae hab quite a fun dae wif karie..but b4 i go into detail abt mua dae..sae abt mornin 1st bahx..woke up at 11..watch mvp till 12..den while watchin mvp..des sms tell mi dey dun 1 go movie..dey 1 go play soccer den i sianx 1/2 lo..den tell karie she reply kk nia..den online den tok to her...den i mai stay at home..think she oso..so we decided to go out lorx...den b4 goin out..i try pia as much of mua tuition hw as possible..=)...hmmm...den go pom pom jiu walk to 88 bus stop take bus to j8 n mit her lo...on the bus...quite a long journey..so took out mua a maths hw to try n do those tt i dunno hw to do lo...den left 2 question dunno...den karie sms mi tell mi she reach le...den i was like at amk nia..haben even pass by amk mrt ..haha...den reach there ard 2.50?...hmmm..den we go buy movie tix lo..watched kung fu hustle..veh nice lei...veh funni...chio ka peng ahhh..but the sound effect was damn damn loud lo..den went in sit le..den got 1 roll of bois behind come in..den 1 of them tell karie sae his fren 1 noe her..haha..karie was like diao diao...den b4 watch movie we went to take pix worr...nice nice de lei..haha...try out the new machine...spend 10 buck there 2 dae..the new 1 damn stylo lo..den the door open is auto de...den like princess go in den press den close..wootx..so cool..haha...den the effect come out oso nice nice wor..i scan le will post here de..x)...hmmm..den go kfc do a maths tuition hw lo..den karie teach mi 1 question..den the other 1 both we oso dunno how to do...haax...after movie walk walk awhile den go home...den jus nw ask mua mama tml nite can go out countdown ma..den she lan lan..but still agreed...but ask mi come home after tt..sianx siaa...hmmm...den nw c karie can go ma lorx...hope she can..aniway..KARIE!!..thx fer the burfdae card tt u make...x)...i cud understand ur words wor..haha...reali veh earli de card...but nvm..haha..thx loads...muacks...

=+=hAppi=+=

2004-12-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst i veh happi wor..haha...actuali watch le tv tok to shawn on fone..den i 1 watch another show ma...den i sae i hang le later cor him bck..but yst sian ah...he sae he tired 1 go slp le..den i mai let him slp..=p...den i ask tt leo come in to hold him...but he veh bad lo..dun 1..den sua lo..leo ask mi let him slp..so let him go slp lo...den later i tell leo i let him slp ..den i watch finish show cor kah jiao him lo..he sae ok...wootx...=)..so long nvr tok to him on fone..i mean other than in con la...haax..i reali abt to fly yst....reali damn happi lo..=D....no other intention..jus wish to tok to him can le bahx..den chat awhile mua mama kp..so i bo bian...den tok wif him online awhile den i ard 3 go slp le..till 2dae mornin 11+ mua hse here keep got airplane fly by..den veh noisy..continous de sia...kaox...so bo bian wake up..den watch mvp..angel SUX!!..=x...den went to hg mall wif des shawn karie lo..cos des 1 cre8 chance fer them ma..lols...den dey 2 play puzzle bubble..den i go c des play soccer...den later shawn ask mi go to the puzzle bubble there..den i go le..karie stand up ask mi replace her..but i mai..den i jus walk bck to des there..den she gib mi middle finger..diao..kinda pissed off..but nvm..-.-...hmmm..den go tuition..was late..2dae like no mood to study lei..duno y..haha...dunno wad to write le la..bb

yaWns

2004-12-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmph..2dae is kinda a long dae..cos 1st time i woke up so early during hols other than goin to sch all dis crap la...2dae woke up at 7.30 to mit karie go swimmin at 8.30..den wake up eat abit den went off le..reach there she oready there le...as usual..she brought along her goggles..but...same la..broken again..lols...hmmm..den 2dae oli i swim lo..karie swim less than 25m..lols...den swim swim tired le..slack at the corner there..den i told karie arbo we go xav hse watch mvp..den later c them play soccer...so we get out of the pool at 9.15 den sms xavier c he wake up le ma...den bath le go to karie hse she change..den i go buy mua breakfast..den we pia to mua hse..den i eat mua breakfast after tt change..den pia to xav hse..reali no time to rest lors..cos mus b in time to watch karie de sho wma..den we b4 pia go xav hse went to help him buy breakfast frm mac..2dae is karie treat him..but he gib karie 3+ when the set oli cos 2.30..den karie take 2 buck frm him nia...hmmm..watch mvp half way..leo oso come to his hse..den dey 2 mix song agian lo..veh noisy..=x..lols..den followed by leonard chen...den dey all go play soccer wif other e5 gang at 12+...den left mi n karie at xav hse..so song..lols...we rock his hse..but b4 he go out he keep remind us to lock the door if we 1 go down le...den keep ask us to lo...bth..like papa litat..lala...den use awhile com...den his com veh lag..so we go down 1 buy food de..but saw carson da ge sittin ther alone..we went to ask him y mai play..he sae odd no. waitin fer des ang to come lor...den we sat down play dai dee..1st rd wo jiu lose le..lols...den da ge keep winnin..diao diao..den gort 1 rd xav guai lan..keep read out mua card no. lols...den karie hungry..so we went to rvm lo..but leo ask us to buy drink den carson n laogao oso..but carson n laogao share sprite ice la...den ibought mua green tea wif lemon..x)..den karie bought jus tea n mac set meal...den go bck to the function hall wher dey play soccer lo...hmmm...den karie eat...den she 2dae keep sae i VEH good lei..lols..cos i help her open plastic bag when she 1 throw the curry eh cover...=x...lol..rare huh karie?..=D...den c them play soccer lo...veh dangerous...the ball ball fly here n there..den later got 1 xiao boi boi come...damn hiong lo.take stone 1 throw us..lucky the stone is 2heavy fer him..den he run off 1 cycle up a slope..but shang bu qu..den karie n mi keep luffin..after tt he came bck to find the stone den throw mi n karie again..throw bu dao he change target go throw sihao n lao gao..lols..den dey dunno sae wad den he run off wif his bike..but cnt go up the slope again..lols..after tt he go snatch other ppl de ball ball..den take come 1 throw mi..grrrr...lucky i hit it bck..den he lost his ball..he tot bu jian so he run off...damn guai lannnn...lols...den later got 1 xiao ger ger oso come..den dunno do wad den gib mi dis face--->=p...dots....bo jia jiao eh sia..lols..den dey play play till dunno wad time den carson 1 go up xav hse..so we went up oso lors..den carson n xav fight..hahaha....den later xav sit on his com chair too hard den overturn...lolsss...but lucky he nvr hit his head..haha..hmmm...den go down again while xav pom pom lors...den tok tok wif carson den 6.40 le..so we leave 1st..cos habin tuition at 7.30..den dey push shawn go find karie..den karie ask mi run..cos she paiseh..lols...we run le..shawn slowly stroll to bus stop..den we walk kinda fast..nvr wait fer bus at xav hse there..walk till mua hse there to wait fer bus lorx..haha...den 119 come..we c behind no shawn..tot he nvr go up...but who noes we c behind nvr c infront..he sittin rite behind the driver..lols...den go tuition do transformation-ROTATION..to till mua mind reali ROTATE..lols...2dae c him lo..dunno like eva since dey holidae i nvr c him le lo..kinda miss him..but dunno y the feelin like nt there..i oso dunno wad feelin..den he 2dae like veh tired..cos think nvr slp bah...earli in the mornin 7+ i online..i nvr c him le lo..think litat nia..buh buais..take care all

//tOrTUrIng//

2004-12-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

weEtx..bck to blog againn...yst mornin went to mua ah ma hse..go c baby cousin EKkO!..so cute lei her..haha...den after tt went swimming wif weng hao lo...swim a few lap...too long nvr swim bo stamina..lols...hmmm...den go ah ma hse again...den eat dinner after tt mua uncle send mi home wif him motorcycle...so long nvr sit..kinda shiok la..lols..cos veh windy...haax...hmmm..den nite time i ask shawn kor tok thru fone..den ask him as xav kor in..den i ask leo kor in..den when xav kor inside i quiet nahx..cos dey tokin abt mixing song ma..den i bwg..den while dey tokin leo kor online ask mi y so diam inside..haax..den in the end i mian qiang tok abit..den diam again..den after tt xav kor de fone low batt..den cut off..den left mi,leo kor n shawn kor lors...den 2am litat i damn tired le..1 go slp...kaox..but the 2 of them mai let mi slp..sae ibui steady..diao diao..den leo kor gib mi a riddle..sae i guess correct den he let mi slp..he ask mi wad animal feel the most cold in the well..den i tot of "jing di zhi wa" so i sae frog..but he sae wrong...den i gib up..den in the end the answer is wad niu wa..den i get the ans wrong i cnt slp lo..sians...after tt i inside the con i keep sae wo yao sui jiao keep fan them..but dey nvr get irritated..grrrr...den i tell leo kor i tell him who shawn kor like den he let mi slp..he sae ok..but i nvr tell la..cos dun 1 chu mai shawn...den shawn sae i can tell.cos he 1 mi go slp ma...but i mai tell i let himself tell..haax...den leo at 1st guess is christine..den guess the 2nd time got the correct ans..haax..den he still gong gong eh..den litat dilly dally fer another 2 1/2 hr lo...tok cock inside wif them...den dey 2 go extinguish fire...diao diao...den i go brush teeth..haax...den 4.36 litat mua mother pick up the fone..den i faster hang ah..arbo i will get a scoldin again..lols..den sms leo kor sae cnt cor bck le..so i go orh orh lo..den woke up at 10.43 litat..damn qi ji lo..den tot of leo kor yst ask mi if i wake up ard 11-12 litat den cor him..but i nvr..i sms ask him wake up le ma..he sae no need cor him le...seriously..yst reali veh happi..i veh long nvr tok cock wif him so much le...hurhur..mayb mus thank shawn kor..x)...haax..tt's all fer yst...den 2dae lei..think stayin at home agian bah...mama sick ..hais...dunno fer 4 dae le siaz..hope she get well soon

bOrEdOm kiLls mI

2004-12-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm...tue leiiii..went hg mall wif cousin den go buy some stuff lo...den came home actuali 1 take tuition stuff de...but i nt feelin well..so tot of goin to sundae lesson..but who noes e maths tt tuesday lesson is the 2nd lesson of the wk le...lols..so wed mit karie at 3 at heartland nearby den she tot mi e maths thx huh siss..=)...hmmm..after tt went fer a maths tuition lo..everything went on smoothly..nt too bad lors..kinda fun..lols...hmmm...den go home lo...thur leiiii..let mi think harrrr..nth much bahx..think i stayed at home..den evenin went to mua grandma hse take dinner..den fri i went fer tuition as usual..but b4 tt we went to find rachel at her hse lors...den went to next door to pass elmo kor the CD he 1 mi to burn eh ...den later 3+ we goin..den sms wif elmo kor..den stille arli so we ask him come down tok tok wif us..den he took so long to come down..sian 1/2..den he come dwn tt time was like 3.30 le..den we bu ke neng ask him come down den we so soon go off ma..den at his hse opp. eh void deck there tok tok lo..cos mi n karie decided to go to 7.15 eh tuition..den he play wif mua hp..the 3 of us tok oso lo...den at 1st he c mua hp he shock..cos all is his sms...lols..cos i seldom sms wif ppl..some more past few dae shawn kor went hong kong...den i oso jiu jiu clear sms de ma..lols...hmmm...den later he leavin to mit his fren at rvm..so mi n karie called xavier lo...den ask can go his hse ma..den he damn steady..lols...but he ask mi help him buy old chang kee eh carrot cake..so go buy fer him lo..den leavin tt time saw elmo kor walk into rvm..cos b4 tt he go home take his wallet all those ma...den we go to xav hse..wow...quite big la...den went to his room "fan"..=p..found his childhood foto..he damn cute lo..when he is young..omg...eye so big..reali look like ang moh kia..lols..den stayed there watch tv..listen to music lors...haax..kinda fun la..den he cooked maggi fer us to eat..lols...hmmm...we stay till 6.30 litat..den left to heartland..went to eat kfc fer dinner..nvr finish la..cos kinda full after eating the maggi..lols..but jus mouth itchy..=p...den 2dae ahh....i woke up at 12 lo..pig horr..haha...den watch tv till 2.30...lols...hmmmm...den nw mayb goin hg mall find zisuan n shawnnnn...lols...tt's all..buh buais

____``hAO jIu bU jIan..x)

2004-12-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm...long time nvr blog leis..lols..abt 3 daes..hehs...hmmm..simply bcos there is nth to blog nwadays n i'm getting bored of blogging la..haha... mi recall abt the pass few dae okies?..x)

fRI ahhh...errrr..went to bugis wif karie to buy back pack fer sch lo.....den we went fer tuition den i went to ah ma hse...after tt tok to mua cousin abt wher we can go all dis..haha...den decided to go gym on saturdae..

den saturdae morning wake up at 7am den mit them at 8am...make dem wait fer mi..so paiseh..hehs..after tt went to stadium run wif mua cousin zhi..den another cousin hua sat there 1st...den run 2 round le we went to gym..."pian qian" de...mua cousin 18 nia den charge her 2.50 adult price...zz...den we went up..exercise fer 45min litat we went to take breakfast..den i go home dey oso go home lors...when i reach home..bathe le...so tired tt i went to slp..lala...den woke up watch tv thru out the rest of the dae

sundae leiss...went to compass point..mama go massage leg lors..den i sat there n wait..after tt went to hougang mall to check mua eye den go collect my white col eh jeans...nth much nahx...nite nite watch star award 20o4..quite nice..ou xuan veh chio..x)..

2dae lei..fun time!...actuali set alarm to wkae mi up at 11am...but i dunno y i woke up automatically at 10am..surprise?..den hua sms mi ask mi wad time go ah ma hse tomit her lo..den sms le i go pom pom den change den go ah ma hse..saw ah ma dwn stairs waitin fer her frwen..den i went up 1st lo..den tok tok wif mua cousin waitin fer another of mua cousin jin to come down..den we set off to our destination ler..x)...quite a long journey...walk to hg mall to take 72..den rain..but it nvr spoil our moodz..hehs...reach there..wen to eat seoul garden as planned..den go take pic..take 3 time...so kewl..hehe...nice nice de worrr....hmmm..aniway..dis holidae reali spend quite alot of time wif wo de cousin..haha..nvr xpect we cud b so closez...weet...fun time..!..aniway...enjoy it lors..=D...hope to hab more of dis...*hugGieX* frwens n cousinz...take careZ!below ish the foto taken 2dae..hehs..muacksss..

[[dEad.meAt]]

2004-12-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

hehs..yst i lazy to blog nahx..so i tok abt yst 1st lo..

o8/12/o4,wEdnesdAe
hmph...karie wake mi up at 10am..cos miting jx n frwen to go to east coast park lo...partly is to celebrate eunice burfdae which fall on the 11/9..=D...dey celeb earlier cos heard jx sae tt sujun goin overseas on dunno when lors...hmmm...reach there exactly at 11..den saw hazel n karie there le...later jx came along n huijuan,eunice,johnson,kaisen...den sujun clock spoil..so she reach a lil later..but nvm nahx..den we walk to 55 bus stop to board the bus tt chin boon was in...den board le mi n karie sat in bus to listen to songz norhs...hmmm..after tt reach le..but we dunno wher to alight..hehs...den we sit in bus..den the bus driver dunno go wher...den sujun sae he go shh shh...keke..funni ah dey all...hmmm..den we ask the uncle where to alight if we r goin to east coast park..den he sae "here lor"...den we get down the bus...actuali we tis 10 siao eh 1 to cheong across the express way de..but hor the vehicle were so fast..lols..n continously comin..so bobian we walk walk..den saw a sign which lead us to underpass..den go thru underpass den walk awhile to rent bike lo..all of us cycle nahx..no 1 roller blade...haha...hmmm..den we cycle fer awhile den went to the beach to play..i hide karie's leg in the sand..lala..=p...after tt rayson n 1 more fren come..den dey go rent bike oso..after tt 12 of us cycle lo..den we go mac eat..den all of us keep cor chin boon papa..cos we sae he n barbra together..den barbra our mama...haha...den rainin lo..but we continue cycle..den mi bike slip den i go rammed in to the canal eh railin..lucky nvr fly down..hahaz..i manage to suffer frm a few scratch nia la..is betta than a big wound..haha..lucky mi...den karie help mi use chin boon eh water to wash my wound lo..x)..thx sistaz...den we abt to go to the jetty..den all pass le..den karie sui sui lo..a branch drop down den hit her...poor sis..=(..we got the same fate..wakakka...hmmm..after tt cycle awhile more..karie gotta go home..so we return bike..den some sae 1 go to arcade..so go 1st lo..since karie can't reach her mama..den play awhile..we actuali 1 play bowlin de...but hor the person sae full le..7 den got lane..sians...den in between karie went out to the carpark there sought of quarrel wif her mama ibet...hmmm..den ok le la..den her mama come fetch her..den her mama sae 1 send mi home..haha...but in the end send mi till her hse de bus stop den i take 62..but nvm la..at least i manage to reach home b4 mua mum..=p..tt's all fer yst..

o9/12/o4,thursdae
hmph..2dae ah...actuali i wake up at 9am de..but c mua clock..den find it earli..hehs..think think oso nth to do..wad fer wake up so earli..so go bck koon..=p...den yi sui jiu sui dao 12..den wake up brush teeth cook fer mua self to eat..lols...i cook alot lei..but all nvr finish..cook instant noodle,broccoli,sardine fish n cambelle soup..but i oli manage to finish the instant noodle..the rest i leave it there..lala..=p...hmmm..den i went to do mua chi eh cheng yu lo..cos the dae b4 went karie hse saw her do till ex 5 le..den i ma chiam slackin..so i mus faster cheong lors...den do till ex 5 i stop..den went to go thru tuition eh stuff on a maths lo..DIFFERENTIATIOn..lols...hmmm...later continue do the 2 question fer hw eh lo...den mayb goin write chi compo..hw oso..hhaa..sians lei..but nvm...mus choeng..nxt yr sec 4 le..=p...

*mSG FEr kaRIe*:sistaz ah..dunno ur xplorer ok to c dis ma..but aniway...yst saw u reali nt in mood lo..saw u cycle infront so diam..den ibehind u..den the rest is far behind us...noe u thinkin abt him..but ijus dun 1 ask unia..hope u will b alrite..bu yao xiang zhe yang duo..lurfe is nth to us animore...nxt yr olevel le..tt's our future "steAD"..lols..so work hard to b together wif olevel thru out nxt yr bahx..=p...take care sis...huggieX!

~tuiTiontuItIoN*tUitIon~

2004-12-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

wow...2dae ah..woke up at 10+ bahs...den go to karie hse ..cos i sian at home..den zou bo c her play maple lors..haha...after tt went to shawn's hse watch face fer a while den we went heartland take foto..after tt go to a maths tuition..fun lei...so long nvr c mr ong..kinda miss him...lmao 2dae..=x..hehe..after tt 1/2 an hr brk..den we go fer dinner den go bck fer e maths tuition..simply 3 and the half hour of tuition 2 dae..wootx...dunno wad to sae le..bb..

___`fun* timEx ;;_

2004-12-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

lala!..yst slp damn eaarli...ard 11+ den i go koon le..woke up at 9am 2dae..den go c mama still slpin..so i run bck slp..den eat 1 fisherman lemon b4 i go bck slp..cos sore throat..lols...hmmm..den woke up at 11+..saw mama watch tv..den i brush mi teeth den sat there n watch wif her...after tt we take cab to health promotion board..suppose go there to check mi teeth..cos tt time the sch dental mobile eh i nvr go..den dey send letter..but reach there..kaos..so mani ppl..so i tell mi mama suan le..nxt yr i check in sch..=x...den she sae wo waste cab fare to go there..haha..after tt went to somerset there de coffee club to wait fer mua cousin to come find us..den ate salad there..n drink ice passion tea..nt bad nahx..=x...hmmm...dey reach le..dunno wher..so i go somerset there de mrt find them..den dey came..had sth to drink b4 we left..set off to taka to shop fer mi cousin de christmas present...but b4 tt i went to c the new baby G..but all the col left nt veh nice..so i dun 1..den saw a power puff ger de watch fer mua 5 yr old cousin..xD...49 bucks manz..den continue to buy 2 necklace n 1 bracelet wif engravin on it fer 3 of mua cousin..den we went to paragon...bought a baby dress fer another bb cousin of mua...den we went to heeren to shop fer anothe r 4 cousin de pressie..went to wallet shop bought 2 wallet fer them..den went to 37 degree n bought a bag fer another ger cousin of mua..after tt nt fergetting..i took pic wif them again!...den went to meritus madarin to eat the famous chicky rice wif my mum n the 2 cousin of mine..but hor..i eat a few mouth den mai eat le..den eat mama de salad..lols...den we walk to taka to collect the engraved bracelet...den went to far east to find my puremilk t shirt..but b4 we found puremilk..i saw oxygen..so went in n i bought 1 tshirt n 1 polo tee..nice nice..x)...hmmm..den mua cousin oso bought 1 each..den went down stairs to buy puremilk tee...hmmm...den mi mama n another cousin sat downstairs while i go find 1 shop to buy one of my cousin eh burfdae gift...is oso engraving de...bought a hang hp type eh thingy fer her wif her name on it n a rat...hees...while waitin..cor my tt cousin who is sitting down stairs to come up take pic agian..dis time mua mama oso join in..lolx..turn out quite nice bahx..hehe..hmmm...fun time indeed...after tt papa come pick us up den went to my baby cousin hse to gif her her dress...so nice..=x...she grew prettier le wor..haha...dunno wad to write le..tt all bahx..bye peeps..

msg to DESMOND!!...mai sad hor i tell u ...sad go eat swit swit okieS?..anything sms mi wor..xD...

msg to KARIE..u oso mai sad sad...noe u tt time saw him at TM den u happi..but rmb..u oways tell mi...dey dun belong to us le...no point waiting...ur future is still long way ahead

burning.hot

2004-12-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm..yst nite ahx...tok to des on fone lo..cos he sms mi sae he sad..den chat lo...den i ask himt ok on fone easier..den he veh sad..veh scare sia...cos i dunno wad to sae..den find jiu bing..karie sae she cnt slp..so ask her cor in..den i oso ask jimmy how to solve his prob...by tellin him abt it la..hmm...den err..3+ go slp...den dis mornin 8am karie cor wwo..den wake up le..den she come mi hse lo..after tt mit jarael nic christopher n freddy at jarael hse there de bus stop lo...hmmm..but freddy mit us over downtown...so went take breakfast.. den went to wild wild wet..hmmm..ok larhs there..nt veh fun..prefer jurong eh..x)..hmmm... play till 2+ jiu go makan wif karie..sat there..she told mi tt *him* change le..she sae he tok veh xl..cos yst she tok wif her...den karie ask her y like make mi so angry sth litat..den *him* reply him in xl way...den karie ask him y so angry...den *him* sae cos i sae him lead mi on all dis..is the FACT lo..-.-...suan le..dun 1 tok abt it..i fuck du lan..hmmm...jus dun mention abt him le..i will gif up..n no turnin bck dis time round...hmmm...den den tot of des kor...so we go find him at his hse downstairs toktok lo...den we bought alot of sweet n stuff fer him...den one of it is the sour sour eh wif powder..den he eat l..omg...his face is cute n funni manz..cos it is so sour tt he can't ta han..muahahha..after tt got 1 man come tok to him..den he sae hi to us..i was like huh..who lai de..i dunno is his father ma..so nvr cor uncle..jus sae hi bck..lolx...den later we ask des...cai zhi dao is his father..lol...hmmm...den tok till 5.45 went home le...den went to chomp chomp to eat my fav stingray!..is like so long nvr eat le..miss it..wootx...dunno wad to blog le..i veh tired...bb...take care all!

[[wo yao fang qi ni!]]

2004-12-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm...i cried jus nw..cos of him..but nw..i heard of sth la...so here i m to sae tt i haf officially set my mind to gif up on him... on o5 december 2o04 at 12.40am..=)...ppl out there who c dis post..give mi 2 week n i will b back n happi like b4..he will remain as mi kor..n i wud nt haf ani bad intention of askin him patch le..=D..n karie..if u c dis post..i 1 let u noe..dis time round..i wun put on a mask le...i sae i 1 b happi...means i will b happi like b4...nt putting on a mask to smile infront of mi frwen..alrite?..hope u can oso...=)..aniwys..i reali 1 sae big THANKS to XAVIER kOr kOR!!!..wOotx...he rox..hehe..hmmm...cos jus nw i cried..n he hear mi cryin when i on fone wif him..den he sound blur n dunno how to an wei mi..lolx..but aniway..u still got tell mi some advice..n nw i'm heeding it..okies?...take care every one!...

*;__you lead mi to no wher

2004-12-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

haiz...yst ah..type tt sad sad eh blog le den karie ask mi get add frm leo..so dun dare get den ask shawn help mi get lo..den shawn bluff him sae he 1 send him thing...den i dun 1 shawn bluff him ma..so i go tell him myself..den shawn sae leo cor him to sae shawn bluff him ah..sth litat la..den i scare he blame shawn..den i sms clarify wif him againlo..but he sae i think too much again..hais...did i reali think so much??...i reali dunno...hmmm..den yst kinda busy chatting wif spencer bryan jimmy chee peng lo...den got 1 whole conversation wif dis 4 ppl..but mi nvr tok much dere la..cos dey tokin abt some scouts stuff..so i nvr chup in den diam diam..hmmm..den shawn ask mi 1 play gb wif des n him ma..so i sui bian lo..den switch to mi bro de com... den play..but mi keep play till half den minimize it go tok to those ppl mention above..den i miss out mua chance to play..den pek chek mai play lo..lolx..den shawn ask mi can tok thru fone ma..den i sui bian lo..called him..den tok awhile..nth much to tok oso..den he ask mi 1 ask zisuan con ma..den i oso suibian lorx... went in zisuan con..nth much to tok oso..as usual..tok awhile..i told them i cor bck later..but mi nvr cor bck..sian ma..den later alot offline le..continue tok to bryan..den tok thru fone wif him oso..reali bu xi guan..cos he speak in eng..lolx...den keep tokin abt his dog...sound cute lei his dog..wan to c siaz..haha...hmmm..chat till 3.20am litat..den nw jus online lo..cos woke up at 1.20am ma...den nw chattin wif xavier n spencer lo..xavier sent mi i dream by taufik..wootx..damn nice manz!...*recOmmENdEd*!!!!haiz..nw miss him loads..he told mi he will gif mi an ans asap..but he lied..liarrrrrr..why m i waiting like a fool??..haiz

[[pIcy*pix]]

2004-12-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

weetx..take during guides camp wor...nice hor our banner...?..though 9 ppl nia..but we stick as 1 heart wor...guide rox!

tAken wif lynette on b urself dae..quite long ago..but she jus develop it ma..haha

#//wo.zhen.de.hen.ai.ni//#

2004-12-03T21:16:00.000+08:00

haiz...came n blog again...cos kinda sad nw...during camp..miss him reali lots..especially went fer nite walk tt time..in the graveyard there..try nt to b scare by thinkin of him..i noe it will help n it indeed...dis 3dae 2 nite..mi reali think alot lo..thinkin if i come home will hab his sms all dis ma..but to my disappointment...dun hab..nt even 1 out of the 7...den ask him fer his add..fer some purpose...actuali i dun 1 ask mi self de..so ask shawn ask..but he ask shawn y..den shawn bluff him sae he 1 send him thing..but mi dun 1 hai shawn la..later he sae shawn wad again..so sms clarify n tell him is i 1 de..den ask him myself lo..but..he nvr reply..haiz..wad did i do wrong??..wei she mo zhe yang...haiz...15 more dae to mi n him brk up fer 3 mth lo...as usual..i still can't get over..nt even a little...tis is reali a torture...haiz...27 more de to sch reopen,...i can't let dis carry on..but i can't stop myself frm thinkin of him...i reali fall too deep..did i fall in lurfe wif a wrong person which leads mi on?..haiz....

i'm BACK

2004-12-03T12:15:00.001+08:00

hmmmm...wo hui lai le!...bck frm mi 3dae 2 nite eh ger guide camp..wootx...hmmm..kinda nice..alot of R n R(rest n relax)..lolx..hmmm..1st dae of the camp ahx...GT come mi hse at 7+..den we go eat breakfast lorx...den both of us nvr bring hp..kinda miss it during camp..muahahha..hmmm..den go to sch report..den we got those flag raisin ceromony...after tt we go change le den hab some ice brkin activities lo..but those scouts de name huh..some veh difficult to pronounce sia..lolx..hmmm..den we pitch out own tent lo...=)...mi poh hong christine n GT slpt in the same tent...den cheryl oli came for the 1st dae till nite lo..hmmm..after lunch..paint our own guides banner..kinda cute lei..hehe.. nxt time get foto frm spencer le den i post here..hur hur...hmmm..den R n R again lo..lolx...nite was cool!...NITE WALK...walk out till 401 there take 74 to bukit brown...but horrrrr...2pid spencer bring us alight at the wrong bus sstop..-.-...make us walk so much...walkin along the expressway..-.-..omg..the car is so fast..jus keep cuttin n cutting pass mi...awwww..hmm...den finally reach le lo..kinda eerie...cos we actuali dunno wher is bukit brown lo..den actuali is a GRAVEYARD!!!..hmmm..den ger guides is go 2 by 2..den scout is alone...den mi n GT go together..GT grab mi hand till veh tight..but try to cool her down lo..=)...veh fun lo..excitin oso...though abit scare scare la..haha...hmmm...cos dis 1 is betta than the sec 3 camp de..=x..more light stick along the path..haax...100 litat lo..tt's wad jimmy told us...haha...hmmmm...den we took bus bck to 401 there den walk bck to sch again lo..reach sch ard 12+ bahx..go pom pom den koon le..den mi cos nvr drink enuff water durin the nite walk..den hab fever...the scout eh 1st aid boi gib mi thermometer...38.4...omg...middle of the nite..poh hong n christine cnt slp..den i oso can't reali slp lo..den i feel cold on the outside..but warm in my body..den poh hong feel mi head..den hot hot..so she bring mi go find the scout eh 1st aid person..den dey bring mi go find spencer dey all lo..haax...den chao dao them..dey oli slp awhile..den cos i fever dey bo bian mus wake up...=x...den corrine teo bring mi go to staff room gib mi panadol..den 2nd dae still nt feelin so well lo...cos veh tired..keep 1 to slp..den fever is ard 37.5 n above litat..den tt corrine teo oso known as tucker mad during the camp...hax..cos 1st dae in camp..she come to sch...tuck in her shirt machiam like ah toot lo..bth..wow..tt tucker mad..reali fuckin irritating..mi Gt n alot hate her fuck loads lo..later u all will noe y..

hmmmm..2nd dae we wake uup at 6+..den go wash up..den wait fer breakfast..mi nvr eat..cos no appetite...den after tt set of to pulau ubin...wootx..kewl manx...but cos mi sick..so nvr cycle lo..sian miss out the fun..den walk to maomao beach wif ying jie n other scouts...reali a long distance..nearly die..=x...hmmm...walk till there sat down near the sea there de bench...den tt spencer reali duhx de lo..he sae bu yao sai tai yang..den he ask mi take umbrella..i dun 1..den he open the umbrella n stand beside mi..haax...den he n jimmy sae we ger guide hor everything oso mai..arbo dun tok when dey ask us think..we jus smile...lolx..true la horr..=x...hmmm..den after tt dere got alot mosquito lo...den awhile more go pick twigs dry leaf bark all dis to set up the fire...but is scouts set up lo..den mi yt yingjie n hilmi sat near the water dispenser there cut n wash the food..den real sui lo..while cuttin the "deng long jiao"...i cut mi finger...pain man...den another scout de instructor..dunno wad name la...but he beng beng de..so we cor him ah beng lo...he help mi sterilise my wound...den put qing cao you..haha...hmmm..den mi oso no appetite during lunch..so same same..nvr eat much..den feel betta when goin bck..den i dun 1 walk ..so exchange wif jerene..cos she actuli cycle wif yt de..den is double de..den she agree to exchange..thx gER!...haha..cycle bck fun la..actuali mi,GT,poh hong,yT,n christine 1 pang seh tt tucker mad de..cos she reali veh gen pi cong lo..but cos she cycle 1 person de...den faster ma..we cycle double de den go down slope oso slow..haax...hmmm..bo bian..den reach the bicycle shop there wait fer jerene yt n other scout to be bck lo..cos dey walk walk ma..hmmm..den spencer bought mineral water fer us...kaox..dey keep ask mi drink water...till my stomach is so god damn full of water...lolx..den guide r giver 3 bottle of 1.5litre de ma..2 cold n 1 nt cold de...den we gib tucker mad tt nt cold de sae aiya nvm la u take la...den she gei gei sae she can't finish..but she keep refilin her bottle till left wif 1/4 nia..mi n GT was like duh...shui tong..still act tt she can't finish..wad bullshit..den i drink cold de ma..she kp sae y i drink cold de when sick..i mean fever shud drink lo..cos will lower down body temp...den bck to jetty..took the boat hor..got 2 part ma..1 part got window cover.a.nother dun hab..haax..den we 7 ger squeeze on the bench wher dun hab window..den mi nearest to the outside de lo..den when the boat move...my whole leg wet lo..cos the water keep splashing...den damn windy manx..or shud i sae is COLD!!..wootx..den spencer n jimmy went to buy dinner..we go on bus wait lo..den on bus spencer sae i sick got special treatment...ask mi 1 eat porridge or guo tiao..den dey go buy..den i chose guo tiao lo..haax..den is jin sheng go buy de..thx huh boi!...=)..hmmm..den go pom pom..i was shiverin inside man..dunno y..jus feel cold n nt tt well bahx..den borrow jac frm poh hong wear it den go to canteen fer dinner...ate abit of the guo tiao den chi bu xia le...den spencer go ask bryan yao bu yao..cos he reali can eat..he's a er gui cum future psa..haha...hmmm..den later we in canteen lo..den GT n others play dai dee or bluff...den mi lie on the table slp..cos temp like risin den tired...den dey sae i face red..cos mi fever face will red de..bo bian..lolx...den later feel betta..i play wif them..den we play heart attack..haax..all so gan cheong...hmmm...den we set off to ps lo...wow...dis 1 is the worst part in camp..i tell u all ahh..i reali hab fear in tt tucker mad le lo..i c her i keep siam..den GT dey all keep tell mi wher is she den i keep siam durin the trip there lo..i c her face i reali kan sian lo..b4 leavin..den was drizzling..den she sae i sick cnt ling yu...but i xi guan le lo...her business meh?..she ask mi walk wif her...den she shelter mi using her tt "hua hua lu lu" de umbrella..ma chiam lao auntie...ask wo walk wif her i oso paiseh ahhhh...den mi run to GT ask her jiu wo..den GT tell her sae she taller than mi ..den can shelter wo de rain..lolx..so funni..den b4 levin she ask mi take temp..is 37.9..but i noe if i sae tt she sure fORCE mi to walk wif her..so i bluff her sae 37.5...muahahha..hmmm..den thru out we keep siam her lo..she reali damn sua ku...till 2nd floorth of the lobby there..den she 1 go tap her card to go out..wad fer lo..we go Take MRT..den she go there..-.-...den reach le..we watch shutter..sianx..watch b4 le...but in theatre i keep wantin to fall asleep la..haa...cos watch b4..den i so tired..lolx...den keep tell GT which part got ghost..cos she dun dare c...hmmm..den tell her lo..after the movie..we walk to lau pa sar to eat supper..all of us ate satay..=)..hmmm..den at tt time is like 1+ le..den eat le we walk to one fullerton there actuali spencer sae take Nite rider de..but nite rider is oli available on sat n sun..awwwww...den we sat there wait ppl come "zai" us lo...den at there de stair case..poh hong lie on Gt de leg..mi lie on poh hong de..jerene lie on mua de..den we slp..till jimmy tell us got ppl come "zai" us le..wootx..is spencer n tucker mad drive their car to send us bck lo..den get on the car..slp again..till we reach sch...den reach sch ard 2.45am le...den nong dao lai 3am bahx...den we nvr brush teeth or wad...all go slp..kinda dirty..but u all will nvr feel our tiredness lo..lolx..walk frm ps to lau pa sar..-.-...cut across clark quay all dis..diaox...hmmm...den 2dae woke up at 7.52am litat lo..saw poh hong oso wake up le.. cos inside the tent damn humid n hot...so we wake up go wash face brush teeth lo..clean up the area den eat breakfast..after tt hab closin ceremony den go home le!..yeah!.ttherefore here i m..woot...

finally...!!..hmmm..aniwy.i can sae dis camp is kinda fun..though alot R N R n walkin..but nt bad la..but it wud b betta without the presence of TUCKER MAD...YOU SUX!....aniway..wanna thx poh hong..Gt..christine n those few scouts who take care of mi when i m sick n thx jerene fer keep lendin mi her jacket..haha..thx thx..=D...came bck horr...c mi hp 4 miss call..2 cor frm 2 caller..1 is christine..1 is dunno who la...hmmm...den 7 sms..but none of it is frm him lo..disappointed..suan le bahx..haiz...i kinda sad lo..den oso saw karie write gei wo de letter thru mail....karie..reali thx fer writin tt letter to tell mi all dis...muacks sistaz...thx fer been by my side..got mis smi during camp?..=x...take care all..i go orh orh le

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2004-12-03T12:15:00.000+08:00

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2004-11-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm...went to ger guide meeting..den the camp kinda pathetic lo..like less than 10 guides can go..sad ahx...den alot senior unable to make it..haix...hmmm...den actualli 2dae after sch GT come mi hse make some stuff de..but she last min cnt make it..kinda pek chek..cosl ike kanna pang seh..but nvm la..over le...den came home..so sian..1 ask karie go swimmin but she at j8 teachin her frwen to make star..haax..nvm...mi at home pack mi camp stuff..pack hao le wor...but horrr..haben iron ger guide full u..tml mus wear there nahx..boredddd....hmmmm...wow..2dae saw the activities list fer dis 3dae 2 nite..kewl...the 2nd dae seems exciting!..lookin forward to it..hmmm..den will b slpin in tent lo..nt sure nite can go to bb court there n tok wif xavier ma..cos he sae if we can den he go there find us..shawn oso sae he can..lolx..hmmm...nt sure nahx...ehhhh...hope its gonna b wonderful..think i bring hp there lo..but will oli b able to use it at nite bahx..wootx..hmmm..wad else?..errrr...durin dis 3 dae 2 nite..will he sms mi like the time when i go sec 3 camp?...think nt bahx..haiss..nvm...i cnt b sad le..=D...aniway..2dae went sch saw ah gong weng hao..den he so DAO...diao wo..den nvr tok to wo..think cos yst mi n him chat chat den i sian sian nvr reply him den he angri lo..sorwie huh ah gong..hehe..hmmmm...think tt's all...nt bloggin 2 nite le..goin to hab an early nitee..tml mus reach sch at 9 wor....take care mua frwen..especially sistaz karie n all the e5 gangz..woootx..gonna miss u guys...bb..huggiex..!

[[ji.mo.bian.jie]]

2004-11-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

Argh….stupid explorer..suppose jus nw type a long post le..den explorer got prob..go eat shit la…nw gotta reblog again..hmmm..yst actuali 1 blog at nite de..but I lazy la..haha..hmmm..den yst ah…went to grand hyatt hotel fer a wedding dinner…but over all it isn’t tt grand..muahahha..den dunno y dis wedding dinner dun hab the atmosphere like last time I go b4 de lei..hmmm..den the bride mei mei wor….or shud I sae all ger looks the best on the dae of their marriage..hehe..over all..hope dey can hab a happi marriage bahx..den came bck chat wif weng hao n shawn online lo…den after tt asked shawn to tok thru fone…after awhile..*hIm* online…wow..he 1st dae work veh xing fu sia…saw jolin tsai…den he work so sim lang de….work 3 hr..the rest slp..kaox..some more still got money roll in his pocket lei..haha…den shawn ask mi ask him 1 con ma..den he sae later..cos he haben bath…reali cnt ta han him lo..he sae he feel veh gao wei haben bath..den ask him go bath he keep dilly dally…den wait wait veh long..den finally manage to chase him to go bath bahx..after tt cor him…den shawn nvr cor in..cos he cookin his hotdog to eat..he sae he hungry..lol…hmmm..den chatted wif him 1 on 1 lo..woot..so happi…but oli last awhile nia la…cos his cousin called..but tt awhile reali eh die ah..at 1st go in I sae wart he imitate wart…duhx..den when he tokin to his cousin I cor back shawn to disturb..lala…den him tok hao wif his cousin le den we cor in lo..as usual..shawn cor so slow…hmmm…during the con he nvr tok much la..cos he finding ling gan fer his song..den inside dey 2 xia lan see who can mix a betta 1.…den I was like yawns….keke…hmmm…den actuali compete wif shawn to slp at 4 de..but I 3+ litat I bth..so go zz…haha…den later givin him mornin call...i oso dunn wad time call la..he sae i wake up i cor him..but mi jus nw 10+ jiu wake up...dun 1 cor so earli let him slp 1st lo...si ka li later i cor he tell mi he wake up le...diao...hmmm..later goin sch fer camp briefing..wootxx....tml goin camp le..haha..karie bu yao miss wo..!!..aniway..karie ah..dis blog long enufF?

-=shan.xin.liu.lei=-

2004-11-29T15:55:00.000+08:00

haix..dunno y i kinda sad again..haix..tot of him...tot of wad i tell ppl..i told peeps ard mi tt i will ferget him..but can i?..i noe it well myself tt fergetting him wun take daes..it will probably take mths..haix...hmmm...he dunno how i feel de lo..he is probably heartless..=\...or mayb what eva he had sae is jus to play wif my feeling n dis is wad most ppl tell mi..i'm hartbroken..i dunno how to face the world..i dunno how to face the reality...i seems to b at the end where i can't turn back..i'm lost...completely!!..haiz..i tot i cud control nt to tok to him..but yst i add him bck in msn n tok to him...but i reali got no intention..i jus wish tt he wud chat wif mi more...treat mi as a mei n it is enuff..dun torture mi..i'm tired...haiz...i dunno wad i thinkin...i wish to end everything...all dis pain is jus killin mi...he wun b bck..no longer will he be..i wun qi dai fer his return..but i will hope tt he can find a ger he desire n treat her well..dun hurt her ani more... the hardest thing in the lurfe life isn't the departure of the 1 u lurfe..but fergetting the 1 u lurfe n take it tt he is jus a fren to you..haiz...dae n nite i will still think of him... i reali can't..i told myself..is he dun 1 mi ani more le..i shud nt b so depress..cos i got to stand up strong n prove to him tt i can live without him..but i'm too nuo luo.. i dun hab the determination to prove to him all dis..i'm weak..haiz...

>>bOo0**ho0o<<

2004-11-29T13:36:00.000+08:00

bored bored..yst go add him bck n tokt o him le lo..but as kor n mei nia la....hmmm..chatted quite alot..den i quite late return home..den online de nick set go out ma..we 2 tok..he ask mi go wher hiao..-.-....hmmm...den ok la...fine fine lo..chat till 12.30 ltiat i tired so go orh orh..den he 2dae work ma...ask him koon ehh ki bo..den he askmi gib him mornin call at 8..so 2dae set alarm at 8am to cor him lo..den oso ask shawn to wake mi up to cor him..but after i cor *him* le den shawn cor wo..lolx..hmmm..den lan lan cor him he sae dankew..den i sae byebye den i go koon till 11..hehe..hmmm..woke up brush teeth den watch chn 62..zombie de..so farnie n cute..da bao n xiao bao the 2 zombie sho frenly...lol...hmmmm...den errr..later goin mua who eva de weddin dinner lo..sianssss..dunno wad to write le..update more abt 2dae 2nite or tml...take care..n karie...i miss u..lolx...gonna b cum les le...siao char bor..=

((heckk.care))

2004-11-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm..tok abt yst ..came bck frm gerguide den kinda tired...but i hyperactive la..so jio karie go swimming..hahax..kinda fun..teach her freestyle...teach till wo yao pengx....ask her turn rite she turn left.lolx..hmm..den after tt go mi grand ma hse den nth more happen lo..den 2dae woke up at ard 9.30am litat..den went to salon mama dye hair..den go heartland buy clothes shun bian shop shop..took foto wif mama lei..nxt time scan le post here..hehe...den go to hg mall lo...shawn kor oso there..he meeting des kor...den sms wif him ask him wher le..he sae he reach liao..den i in tt "LIKES" tt shop wif mama ma...so keep look out..saw him i siam..den i sms him tell him i saw him..haha...wow..kor comb spike bui pai eh..more shuai le..lolx...grow taller n u wud b perfect..x)...hmmm...den go compass actualli mama 1 massage leg de..but FULL..too bad..=p...after tt came home..hear tt siao lao peh of mua nag nag..den i heck lo..after tt went fer dinner...at the temple there eh event lo..mama 1 go so i accompany her...hmmm..den there the waiter got shuai ge nahx..lolx...hmmm..write till here bahx..ani way..karie..bu yao xiang wo le..i will keep ah choooo de..lolx..jkjk...bb ..take care all..

*weeTx..few dae nvr tok to him le..haha...i'm CONTROLLING..i 1 prove to him tt w/o him..life goes on

#.#zZz#.#

2004-11-27T13:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae is EXCEPTIONAL..i wake up at 7am..lol..unbelievable rite...actuali 1 wait till my alarm sound off de..but GT called mi..cos she yst thon den jus reach home...woke up so early jus bcos of tt wee kim wee challenge shit lo...duhx..go there so sianx..tt time register the person nvr tell us we r in the 10.45 slot..hai we so early reach there..bull shit manx...hmm..den wait till 10.45 lo..den GT orh orh..cos she veh tired...den i thirsty..so jerene n yt go walk walk so i ask them help mi c got vending machine ma..but dun habx...over all da mai sux...lolx....den go up take the mcq test..kaox...so difficult..lolx..den nt suppose to submit..den GT submit..then the guider like sae her..den ask her go out after takin the score....the guider so guai lan ehx...den she got 13,i got 12,yt got 11 jerene got 21..lolx...57/160...pathetic rite?..=\...haha..hmmm..nw home lo..kinda tired..but wun go slp la...lolx..hmmm..2dae 27th november..eddie kor eh burfdae..though he wun c dis..but mi here wishin him a happi burfdae..x)....all the best to him bahx....think i write till here...bb...i ain't missin him..lolx..=\....i miss karie..muahahah...

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2004-11-26T14:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..i think i reblog againx lorx..hmmm..jus nw bo liao den go kajiao *him*..cos he owe wo testimonial..den ask him help wo write..den he did lo..in the testimonial he sae some time i think too much..hmmm..mon when he sms mi he oso litat sae..haix..but hab he wonder y i think so much..that is cos i care toomuch fer him in the past..mayb he wud think i m oversensitive..but tt's oso cos i dun wish to lose him..but in the end..he's still no longer mine..wad can i do?..den jus nw go read thru fren de blog..saw dai dai de blog...jus hope he will c..dai dai..no matter wad..time flies..we r 3 yr long eh frwen...though seldom communicate le..but u still do live in my heart..u r oways my best frwen...i will nvr ferget the daes in 1e2.. knowing joyce,chanel,xiuqi,gheeting,ashley and others...mayb i oso wish to sae abt 2e3 bahx..hmmm..knowin weisong,sheng hui,alby,javin,karie n loads more..all dis ppl reali liven up my dae lo...i simply miss them...but nw i nt so close wif the rest xcept karie..but here,kaixuan jus wish to let u noe,once a fren..always n foreva we r..
weisong:even though we quarrel quite alot of time,but there is no ge ye chou...
while in 3e2 lei.. i get to noe weng hao,jerold,shihui peiting betta...haix..nt fergetting in my sec 1 life,i met the e5 gang..though dey r livin..but i will definitely miss you guys especially him bahx..cos i sitll can't get over him lo... aniway,fren,kor,jie,mei...i need u all..haix..
i lose *hIm* le..so i dun wish to lose my fren ani more..i need them to b ard fer mi..haix...

^^wad m i thinking^^

2004-11-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

haiz...2dae..shawn go play or thon..i dunno..no 1 tok wif mi..den i keep think abt him again..wei she mo..haiz..or shud i b sayin eva since wart he sent mi on mondae..i start thinkin abt him again..haiz...somani dae le he nvr tell mi ani thing..i oso bo bian le lo..i wun go ask him patch or wad le lo..cos no point fan him bahx..hmmm..i jus miss him againx...den weng hao oso fed up of mi keep think abt him le bahx..cos he sae he 1 c last time de mi...but is impossible...weng hao..if u c dis..mayb is jus like wad u sae..the relationship is over..means over... i'm litat too..u last time noe de kaixuan is gone...means she's gone..she will nvr b bck..u will nt c tt cheerful smile of her so often le..cos she is simply livin in the darkness..i'm nt like other ger ger..tell them cruel thing like he will no longer b mine..den i will ferget...i ferget the guy i lurfe thru his bad point bahx..like flirt..but he ain't..n so how i ferget him?..i reali dunno y...why is he so difficult to b forgotten COMPLETELY...haiz..i'm suffering a setback again..i can't let all dis carry on...but y is all dis happening again n again..y is he appearin in my mind always..haiz...aniways..jus nw get some pix of the prom of the sec 4 eh..all the gers look gorgeous...example kang hwee..she's reali pretty...n the guys r handsome n mature too...i haf noe them fer 3 yr..time reali flies..n nw dey leave north vista..as wad karie sae in her blog..she will miss them..so will i..wishin them all the best in their future endeavours...haiz...

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2004-11-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...came bck frm bishan...wootx..go there weather was fine..but mi n GT go hab lunch while jerene n GT go j8 walk wlk..den sui zhi dao intend to go guides house..den rain so heavy..so we take 53 till guide house de near by bus stop..nw the rain heavier norhx..sian..den we ran across to the bus stop opposite..along the stretch at the guides house there de la...wow..sianx..partially wet le..den rain was so huge n veh windy...whole body wet lo..den we 4 siao char bor stood on the bus stop de sit..cos the grd was too wet..but the bus stop was jus so shitty...will "lou shui" de...waited a moment..bo bian..so we run quite a distance into guides house..mi slipper slippery..but lucky GT hold mua hand thru all dis running..thx ger..muacks...x)...hmmm..we 4 luo tang ji were freezin cold manz..haha..den bought he ger guide de polo tee den waited awhile..den yt suggest take the card board out side the guides house n walk there..lolx...nt a bad idea..but kinda paiseh..haax..but nvm la.. x)..hmmm..den we go bck to J8 lo...reali damn cold norhx..haha..den we go to the baby eh toilet..4 of us sit inside dry ourself..lolx..den come out..got 1 auntie stare at us..lolx..hmmm...after tt went to take pix..nt the veh the bad...den while deco the pic..GT eh cousin come find her..cos she goin her grandma de b'dae clebration later...hmmm..her cousin dun seems to b younger than her manz..den ok lookin norhx...lolx..hmmm...den we left lo...den mi jerene n yt go makan...den go walk awhile jiu go home le...tt's mua dae..lolx..tml GT got bbq nahx..but hor i dunno got go ma..cos karie sae she cnt..but she sae she tml liu chu qu..hope she can go bahx..n JX..i see *hIm* i wun go siao de..lolx..i'm normal when i c him..lolx...

[(+.haiz.+)]

2004-11-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm...2dae actuali mit wencong at 9 den go find job de..but reach cp..sat there scan thru newspaper..no job.in the end gohome..lame hor..haiz..den veh tired lo..come bck orh roh....nw jus wake up..later miting GT,YT n jerene at 1 norhx..goin to guides house to buy the blue polo t4ee fer tis sat the wee kim wee challenge..sianx.hmm...i oso dunno y yst i suddenly xiang qi him again..dots...tot i fergotten him nahx..but the image of him came floating in mi mind...ah...nvm...time will heal everything...x)..ok..blog till here...will write more 2nite or tml bahx..tata...

=+jOb|eSs+=

2004-11-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2dae ahx...woke up at 10+ den go to kovan mit karie...den we travel to potong pasir fer job interview norhx..but hor..the person se interviewer nt at home..so we bo bian..go to kovan try another 1...but the shop nt open...diao..but b4 tt wen cong saw us at potong pasir...yuan lai dey go there to interview oso...den the person tell them is to gib flyer den sell thing de...some more is dunno wad VEGETABLE SHAMPOO..sound disgusting..lolx..after tt when we frm kovan travel bck to potong pasir..we continue the rest of our journey wif simin n wencong norhx..went to genting lane...oso another flyer thingy de..but shit manz...18 n above..wonderin which 2piak ppl who is 18 will go work fer flyer de..retarded lo..diao...hmm..after tt feel kinda fucked up..den we left lo..hungry..so went nearby eat duck rice..x)...hmmm..den simin n wen cong go sell ice cream...karie go home..i go hg mall check mi eye lo..den jiu go home lo..n here i m bahx..nth much..bb

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siick of BOOKS

fullstop

nvr known u

satiisFIED..xD

haiis

happii dae..but kiinda SPOILT

boos

weets

wad's the matter

14o7o5

wo huii laii ler

haiis

aWw siians~

=)

[*~back]

weetx...=)

feeliin bored~

siians

*haiish*

`*~happiness..x)

*xiiang.nii*

tears..haiis

frennshiip

longg tymm``

fuckk up lyfe

hAppi burfdAE shii huii mAMA~

siianx

bckk`

*haiiz*

*i realiise*

siianx

bcK~

*.bOox.*

x.bORingg lifeX.x

^.tHx.^

*mUaHahA*

*bOo*bOo*

*wang.lerr.ni*!!!

*nvr.be.replaced*

*.mIss euu.*

*whY*~!!!

*.oOo.*

.hais.

aS uSUal...hais..

16th lERrr...

-_*wO . hAi . aI . zHe . nI*_-

*.sADneSs.*

*.wo.zai.xiang.she.mo.*

*.hAis.*

*sObs*

[[bUsyy shIt]]

(=lUFfin.ish.hEalthy=)

[(1st dAE oF scHh in 2o05)]

_+.`yEaRr^rEViEwW`._____;;

^siaNxX^

.:: i h a r t t e u u__``::.

:: the reason ::

l0nElyy cHrIsTmASs``__

**mErRIe cHrIstMas**

|||xxx||| fun dAe |||xxx|||

=+=hAppi=+=

**yaWns**

//tOrTUrIng//

*bOrEdOm kiLls mI*

____``hAO jIu bU jIan..x)

[[dEad.meAt]]

~**tuiTion**tuItIoN*tUitIon~

_____`fun* timEx ;;___

*burning.hot*

[[wo yao fang qi ni!]]

haiish

xiiang.nii

haiiz

i realiise

.bOox.

mUaHahA

bOobOo*

wang.lerr.ni!!!

nvr.be.replaced

.mIss euu.

whY~!!!

.oOo.

-_wO . hAi . aI . zHe . nI_-

.sADneSs.

.wo.zai.xiang.she.mo.

.hAis.

sObs

mErRIe cHrIstMas

yaWns

bOrEdOm kiLls mI

~tuiTiontuItIoN*tUitIon~

___`fun* timEx ;;_

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